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Shivaay continued, " You know Anika, I loved you so much but I din realize it. I thought once Tia's issues gets over, we can spend sometime together to know more about each other. But we got caught in Prinku's marriage. There also we faced a trouble in the name of Daksh. But becoz of his vengeance, he taunted you that you are my mistress but that made easier for me to tell the world that you are my wife and will always be.
Later becoz of that Kamini and Mahi's drama, we din get time for ourselves but still you stood by my side as my support system. When you were shot, third time I felt as if my life slipped away but you were saved. Then I don' want you to go away from me. But then Mom brought the topic of ur surname. You know Anika, I din care about your surname becoz u r my Khitkhitod Anika. But Anika, when I came to know that you are an orphan, I just thought to give back your family and not to hurt you.
But all went wrong becoz of mom's jealousy and becoz of that Nayanthara's drama was happened. Later, even that got sorted but Mom blackmailed you made u go away from me. You know Anika, all those three months were hell for me. Though I behaved normal, only I know the pain of being away from you Anika. It killed me Anika and that's why I turned emotionless. There was no one to support me Anika, Om was in coma that time, so I couldn't sort out myself. But you came back and made attempts to bring back my emotions.
But when I got to know that, someone made you to go away from my life, I was much depressed and I wanted you to say me the truth but you are not at all ready to say me the truth and then the marriage drama. I'm sorry Anika, but the drama hurted you a lot. But still your love for me made you to forgive me. What I did in my life Anika??? that I got a wife like u in my life. I must say that if I din force u to marry me then what would have I done in my life Anika.
You know what Anika, you're lucky charm. Whenever you are with me, I can face any problems that comesmy way. Then we got married but that happiness got destroyed by Kalyani mills fire accident and that brought Tanya between us and tried to create rift. But you're my jhansi ki rani na, then how will you leave me alone. Later, she left our life and we enjoyed our Diwali. You know Anika when you told about how you will celebrate Diwali in Orphanage, I really felt bad for you and thought to give all u missed.
That's why I surprised you with all those Barbie doll house, chocolate fountain and toffee rain. Then I confessed my love to you.
We went to Barielly to bring back Gauri. Then we went to Goa for Rudy's sake but came with the problem. You know Anika, though everything happened because we are drunken, but I felt guilty that I broke your trust on me. But you trusted me and gave a good answer to maasi.
You know what Anika... the best part of our life, our consummation that made us to take our relationship to next level and made that too... at that time, I felt as if I got everything in my life.
Again the problems began in the name of Kalyani mills fire accident. This time Svetlana came with the tape and blackmailed me and made me go against the family and finally she made us to leave the house. We reached Goa but Veer came to our life and began to torture you to prove u that you are mentally unstable using your weakness. At one point, you gave up and asked me to send u to the mental asylum.
At that point, I felt like I lost in my life for the first time as I couldn't protect you. Later, when Komal's got over, veer came with other plans along with Soumya. They made us bankrupt and while returning to Oberoi Mansion, we got the biggest shock that our mansion is going to get auctioned. But we overcame that and in all these situations you are with me in all ways but you din care about you. You are my lifeline Anika without you I'll be lifeless.
Later we planned ur murder to fool veer and then Kumari Rosie Rani drama in order that he should believe that u r not Anika. All went well but becoz of Tia's accident, I was totally out of my mind and becoz of that I ignored you.... I'm sorry Anika... I'm really sorry... If u can forgive plz do that becoz I'm not worth of your forgiveness. I'm bad Anika really bad... I don't deserve your forgiveness but I couldn't live without you. If OmRu are my heart then you'll be my heartbeat Anika.
If u thought of leaving me Anika, then no one can see me alive becoz I love you dear... you are my strength, my weakness, my soul, my everything... without you I'm nothing..."
Pov ends...
He went into deep thoughts. But he had no idea that all his open confession was heard by his love and she was overwhelmed by his open heart confession. Anika was very happy that now she is no.1 in his husbands life. She decided to forgive him after hearing this open heart confession.
They reached their farmhouse and he took her directly to his bedroom and placed her in the bed and covered her with the duvet. She felt sad that he won't sleep with her. But he slide beside her, and covered himself with the duvet and he placed her head on his chest and hugged her tight and went to sleep. Anika snuggled more into his embrace and slept well.
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SHIVIKA - Jealousy Or Insecure
FanfikceThe story is based on the current track. The story starts after the attack happened in Oberoi Mansion which was actually a trap for Shivaay but Tia got trapped. The story continues.... To know more, Read the story🙂