But one day, a secret that I don't want her to know has been showed. The things that I'd rather to cut my tongue than to tell her. I know that if she knows, it make a biggest problem. That secret is all about my past. I loved someone before her. I loved that girl but Kiara don't know it. Even though I loved Kiara, she doesn't feel it. That is because she already know it.
I apologized for it. I explain to her that,
"That girl is just part of my past. And you are my present and will be my future."
"I don't loved that girl anymore."
I know that it is hard for her to believed it. That is why I tried best way I could to proved it to her. Greeting her everyday, asking her if she's okay, and even spending money to buy her some stuff. But that is not enough. I know that trust is the hardest thing to give. She gave it to me once but I wasted it. So now I want her to give it back to me.
But it is not that too easy. You need to work for it. And now, I am just like a wolf whose so in love with the moon. My love for her is just a dream that I couldn't even touch her and ask her if she's okay. A distance is between us. A border prevent us to be together. And I think to myself.
" If the distance couldn't stop the feelings of the wolf for the moon, then no one can stop me to loved her."
I loved her so much. More than I loved myself. I'd rather be hungry than seing her weak and sad. Give her my time and push my 101% of my efforts. I know that it is not again enough. But I bear this on my mind,
" I won't give up on us."
(To be continued...)
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