Troyler

CH. 4

TROYE'S POV

 

My screen lights up and I see that it is a message from Tyler. Great, now that he's concerned and worried about me I have to tell him the truth. I begin to type my reply, hoping to stall telling him for as long as I can. "You have to promise that this isn't going to ruin our friendship. Okay?" I hit send nervously. I guess I have to tell him how I really feel about him. 

Almost immediatey after I sent the message I get a response back from Tyler: "Troye, now I'm scared. I promise that it wont ruin anything." I know what he said but I still don't believe him, he would never like me back. But I can't keep living like this, feeling like he would never like me back, feeling like it would ruin our friendship. What was I thinking when I fell for him, he would never fall for a guy like me. He's Tyler, he could have any guy he wanted why would he be with me? But I have to tell him how I really feel. 

TYLER'S POV

 

I sent him the message and I immeditley became more worried than I aready was about him and about our friendship. What if he doesnt want to be friends with me anymore. 

Korey tried to calm me down because he cold tell that I was stressed about the text. I impatiently waited for a reply for Troye. While I was waiting I promised myself that whatever he had to tell me I would do whatever it took not to ruin our friendship. Korey rested his hand on my thigh in an attempt to keep me calm and less stressed. I know that he is trying to comfort me but it is making me feel a little uncomfortable with him touching me like this. I don't pull away because I don't want to upset him, so I let his hand remain there. 

I didn't get a reply in the next five minutes so I texted him again. "Troye, you can tell me anything, you know that right? You don't have to be scared to tell me anything." I was growing more and more impatient and I couldn't handle not knowing what was on his mind.

Another minute passed and then I finally got a response from him. I jumped a little underneath Korey's touch when the screen on my phone lit up. I read what it said and I was shocked and nervous.

A/N

Sorry that this chapter is so late I was going to post it yesterday but it wasn't done yet. Hopefully this chapter is better than the previous ones. Thanks for reading this and I would love some feedback, it helps me to imrove and write more. Anyways go check out my tumblr and my twitter!

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