Troyler

CH. 15

TROYE'S POV

Tyler and I have been very vulnerable the past few minutes by being completely honest with each other. I'm scared to get into a relationship with him, but he brought up a good point. What is a relationship without risk. What's holding me back from being with the man of my dreams, fear, age difference, location? Why should any of that stop me from doing what I really want to do.
"I-I-I don't know what this means for us Tyler." I studder out.
"Troye, I really really care about you. I don't want to ever lose you. I only want to get closer to you. If your okay with this I think that we should try it." He says, he sounds very hesitant to say that, almost as if he is scared.
I look up at his eyes and I catch him staring at me worried looking that I'm not going to agree to this, yeah he's definitely afraid that I'm going to say no. "I'm more than okay with this Tilly." I say as I stare directly into his eyes.

We sit there on the couch for the next little while. Eventually we get bored and Tyler turns on Netflix, he ends up picking a random Disney movie. Neither of us are paying attention to the movie, we are too intrigued by each other to focus on watching this movie. I wrap my arms around his waist and rest my head on his chest. I glance up and look into his eyes as he looks down at me. I give him a small smile as I settle back into his chest. Before I know it I am asleep tangled up around Tyler.

He wakes me up and I realize that the movie is over. I wonder how long he let me lay on him so I could sleep. "Are you hungry?" He asks me as I yawn and sit up a little to look at him.

"A little bit, I guess so."

"Do you want to go and grab dinner? I want to have enough time to pack tonight so that way we can get there early tomorrow and see everybody"

"Sounds good Tilly." I say as I yawn again, just walking up.

"What do you want to go and get?"

"I don't care."

"Does pizza sound good?"

"Sounds delicious."

 He picks up his phone and calls to order a Pizza. He knows we don't want to get out so he gets it for delivery. We lay there peacefully  on his couch until we hear a knock at his door. He trys to pry my arms off from around his waist and lets me sit up on my own while he gets up to go get the Pizza and pay the delivery guy.

We make casual conversation over dinner and we ate the whole pizza. We end up going back to his room so that I can help him pack. He still hasn't even started and we leave for vidcon tomorrow.  I sit there on his bed scrolling through tumblr on my laptop before his voice breaks the noise of rummaging, practically background noise by now.
"Is this a good shirt to bring?" I look up at him and look his body up and down. He ia holding up a navy blue button up with white polka dots.
"I think that it will look great." I say honestly, giving him a small smile.
"It's just that its going to be in so many pictures." He goes on to describe how he feels.
I answer him in hopefully a caring and understanding way. "Ty." He looks up and stares into my eyes, "you are going to look fantastic no matter what."
"Thanks Troye" He says as he turns around and starts picking out another outift.

I look back down at my computer as I log on to twitter. I make a tweet about being excited for vidcon and then I post it. I continue scrolling through twitter for the next half an hour before Tyler starts talking again.

"I'm all done."
"Great" I say giving him a warm smile.
"Are you tired still or did that nap earlier help?" He asks
"I'm okay, still a little jet lagged."
"You should probably get some rest then."
"Yeah" I say dissapointed that I wont get to spend more time talking to Tyler.

I get up off of his bed and we go and get ready for bed. There isn't that much for me to do because II didn't leave his apartment all day. "Troye come on!" He tells me from the bed as I walk back into his room, he is already laying down on his bed. I lay down on his bed, only a little ways away from him. He pulls me closer to him so that we can fall asleep while we are cuddling. Before I know it I am asleep in Tyler's arms being pulled close to his chest.

A/N

I planned to post this yesterday but I wasn't done editing it yet. Maybe I'll post another tonight to make up for the missed day. I probablly won't though because I have stuff to do tonight. I'm still planning to do that email project so send me stuff for that. Information on that is on my twitter and tumblr. Vote and comment if you want, that'd be cool.

twitter.com/humussexual

humussexual.tumblr.com

<3