Grethan + Saige

chapter 41

5 MONTHS LATER
authors note
Sorry for skipping but Paige got married to Grayson it was a amazing wedding they never had a honey moon because they found out that they are pregnant and have been going to the doctors a lot lately for paige's stomach pain so lets resume there.
PAIGE POV
I have had 4 doctors visits this month all for the same thing. I have had bad stomach pain and vomiting today the docpt has the test results back I am currently 6 months pregnate
"Well Paige I have some bad news" the doctor sat down on her chair and crossed her legs
"Your baby is not healthy ...its not taht you have not taken care of it because you have but Your son was really a twin with a baby girl but the girl did not make it through the 5th month which explained your stomach issues when the girl passed away her unbilacord wrapped around your sons neck and slows down his breathing  but now that the girl has passed through its course you son has adapted to the slow breathing and is taking on a lot of pressure to his lungs causing him to die. What I am saying is you lost your twins" the doctor was serious I teared up and Grayson held my hand tight
"What can I do then" I asked holding back tears
"Lets it take its course your belly will slowly go down and then you will know the course is over you can stop your pre natal care" the doctor stood up and shook mine and Grayson's hand and walked out as soon as the faint click of the door I let the tears go Grayson held me close
"I lost our  babies" I whimpered
Grayson rubbed my back
"Its okay they knew they had a wonderful mother" I looked up and Grayson wiped my tears away I stood up and we checked out and went home I just had to tell Sarah and Ethan now.
GRAYSON POV
I don't want Paige to beat herself up about this I love her its okay that she miss carried I am not even sure if I was ready to be a father
SARAH POV
Paige and Grayson came in to our house
"Hey how did it go?" I tried my hands on the dish towel from the sink
"Um Sarah can I talk to you in the kitchen?" Paige pulled me aside ads Grayson started discussing something with ethan
"I lost the babies" Paige held her head low
" what.....there were nor when 1?!" I was in shock
"It was twins but the girl passed away and now the boy is passing." Paige had tears slowly pouring down her cheeks I hugged her and did not let go
ETHAN POV
"Wait so your saying Paige lost the kids?" I said in shock Paige was ready for these babies I knew she was she was thinking of names and every thing
"Yes that's what I am saying but tbh I am not sure if I was ever ready for kids" Grayson rubbed the back of his neck.....
"WHAT!" Paige was in the door way of the living room crying Grayson jumped up
"Paige that's not what I men at to say!" he went to grab her arm but she refused
"Well you said it!" Paige backed up
"Paige listen you were never ready for kids ether you said it yourself marriage before kids." Grayson was right
"I may have said it but after it hitting me taht I was gonna have to be a mom. To these kids I had to be ready to be one before I had to be one.!" Paige was crying
"Whatever your right I did say it I never wanted to be a father yet!" Grayson threw his hands in the air and Paige froze
"You should have thought of that BEFORE YOU FUCKING FUCKED ME WITH NO CONDOM!" Paige stormed out the door and slammed it behind her ......all was silent Grayson ran to the door
"Grayson I don't think you should...." I said to stop him
"No.....I have to fix this!" Grayson swings the door open and runs out shutting it behind him.
"Should we...?" I stand up but Sarah holds a hand up to me
"Not gonna get involved" she we wright I sat down and cuddled I hope they will fix this they are newly married they can not fight like this......
PAIGE POV
I was running down the road and stopped but Grayson caught up
"Paige you can not be doing this" he says out of breath I hold my stomach breathing heavily
" yes I can that's why I am doing it" I said after catching my breath Grayson walked up to me and I try to pull away. But his grip tightens on my shoulders
"No you can't" Grayson's hand was squeezing my shoulders and his eyes were on mine
"Don't fucking tell me what to do!" I said and tried to pull away but at the same time Grayson loosens his grip and i fall to the pavement slicing open my leg and burning my belly and cutting open my face I wince in pain bit look over my shoulder at Grayson
"Paige......are you okay?!" Grayson bends down but I flinch and his motion I never answer him but all I do I forget about everything and let the tears fall off my cheek onto the pool of blood on the ground. I stand up Grayson tries to help bit I flinch again he never made me fall but I still had my trust instincts in me thinking he would catch me but he didn't I did not purposely fall it all just happened.
"I am going home Grayson" I walk towards the  house
"Paige please let me help you" Grayson pleaded
"Grayson......I am fine" I said walking up to the door
"I love you" Grayson said stopping at the lawn all I can do I turn and face him blood streaming down my face I nod and walk inside to clean up and move my st if ftp the guest bedroom.
GRAYSON POV
I sit on the curb and put my head in my hands tears fall to the ground Paige and I never got into this big of a fight and Paige got hurt in the process of it to....I loved her I need her but I let her slip through my grasp. I walk inside and upstairs paige's stuff is not in the room and the guest rooms door is shut I walk to the bed and climb in the sheets and drift off to sleep.
praying that Paige is alright and still loves me.