"Why did you avoid me?" I ask as we walk side by side.
"I didn't." he answers.
"Really?"
"Yeah. Maybe it's just your feeling." he said with his innocent cuteness.
I look at him with my confuse look. "It's clearly not my feeling. You are literally avoiding me. I called you several times but you never pick up. Sometimes, I say hi to you but you ignore me. Isn't it obvious?"
"I just.. I don't hear you." he said as if it was nothing. "You see, it's just your feelings. My advice, don't use your feelings too much. I mean, it's just a couple of ignore calls."
I keep my head down. I just couldn't believe you take that as nothing.
I took my breath and look up at him."Well, I guess it's just my feeling." I said as I smile.
He look at my smile. He wanted to reply my smile but he realize there's pain and dissapoinment in my eyes. So he keeps his head down.
"I'm sorry."
And from there, I am thankful that he finally realize about what I feel towards him, even though it's too late.
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