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i wanted to be your light on your darkest days
but you didn't allow me.

i wanted to be your map when you don't know where to go
but you didn't allow me.

i wanted to be your bag when you can't carry anything anymore
but you didn't allow me.

you never allow me to do such things. you said, I'll get hurt.

i didn't really understand at first, like why would i get hurt? isn't it suppose to be you who will get hurt, for having so much burden in your life?

but now i understand.
you don't want me to do that such things because you never loved me.