Captured

iChapter 2 The Torture

I'm running , and screaming his name. I stop right in front of him, tears walking down my face I manage

to say " Gary I have to tell you this. I have to get this off my chest its been to long and my feelings are getting to deep. I - its so hard to explain and say. My mind is like spinning I -I I hate this part !"

Covering my face , tears begin to flutter down unexpectedly. As I turn around and begin to walk. All of a sudden I feel something pull me back ... its Gary . He calmly says

"Laney , Stop ! I Love You , I've always loved you. Don't you get it ? Just stop please.... What do we have to lose ?" I feel his hands cuff my face, his gentle touch I love. His soft lips lock with mine, my mind starts to race. My heart feels satisfied. I can't believe this is happening .. We both pull away and look at each other and....

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Shit! I awoke to the sound of my phone vibrating. Looking at my clock, it says 1:45am. Who the living hell is texting my phone this late? I snatch it off the dresser, 4 new messages. One from Haley telling me how great her date went.

She sent me another text asking me if I was up. Then Honesty messaged asking me the same thing. I quickly click Gary's name as soon as I see I have a new message from him.

"Sorry I fell asleep. I took your advice, told her the truth. She was upset, but she said she understood. All is well, lol " 

For some a reason smile appears on my face and I reply

"Told you, honesty is the best policy, lol but for real. I'm glad your okay. So what are you going to do about this other girl?"

"I don't know honestly, like I love her. I know my feelings it's just.... I don't know if she feels the same way, you know ? I don't want to ask just yet because I feel like it's to soon. I just broke up with my ex."

"Hmm well I want to meet this young lady. I need to see if she's good or not. I don't want you getting hurt "

"I know well you will meet her the day I express my feelings for her, I promise ! "

that moment in a way those words pierced my heart .... No one wants to hear the person they're in love with tell them about how much they are in love with another person . You start to wonder what is it about me that isn't good enough ?  Why doesn't he love me ? Why can't he be with me ? Why can't he be with me !  I don't understand , I just don't get it  . But as his best friend. I just have to put my feelings aside and me there for him . It's the right thing to do . I only want him to be happy . Don't get me wrong this isn't going to be the easiest thing on planet earth but anything is possible .