Transition

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Hey, Conner here. I am currently in science class. Oddly enough, thats where i get most of my writing done, haha. Anyways, today is the day my dad comes to visit! He had told me that he wasnt going to be able to show, but in forst period this morning, hetexted me saying that he actually was coming, so im happy. They already have their hotel booked and everything!!!

I told my step mom about my cuts while on the phone with her last night, and she said that she was going to talk to my dad and mom about letting me start testosterone, because she knows how important it is to me. And how serious i am about it. My dad thinks i will get over it soon, but this isn't a joke. Anyways, i got $40 yesterday from my grandpa for having two A's on my report card, and im going to get a new binder with that, since i only have one, and with the $100 im getting from my dad, im hoing to get a few other things. Maybe a packer or two, i dont really know the price on those things, but I'll definatley be able to get one.

No, i dont want this book to become a sort of diary thingy, but i mean, it might happen. This weekend, I'll try to remember to write books and such, but I'll also be posting tons on instagram, Twitter, snapchat, musical.ly, and amino about it! Im not going to be one of those writers who puts all of their social media stuff in their books, so if you want any of those, message me, and I'll get it for you.

Now, back to transgender topics. I've been being called by female pronouns alot recently, and it's really hitting me hard. Someone at school even found out my birth name because one of my teachers didnt change my role call name from samara to conner, so now an entire class knows because we had a sub. Its really frustrating, but I'm going to talk to the teacher about it. I just hope it doesnt spread around school. Also, since i came to this new school so late in the year, im not going to be in the yearbook! Thats right, no embarrasing name reveal or photo this year for me!!

Im going to do some research on legal name changeds and such, so that in my freshman year next year, i won't have to worry about my name plate reading "samara alsbrooks" haha. Anywaays, class should atart soon, so i have to post this quickly. Long-ish chapter, longest i think. Love you guys so much, and thank tou for over 200 reads! It means the world to me!! I really hope you guys enjoy this book/diary. Have a good day/night my fellow aliens!! Love ya~