SHIRO [Book One] (on hold)

Chapter 5: My Dear Kita...

My brain didn't believe my eyes. My eyes couldn't believe my brain. I was in total panic! My dear sister... The reason I tried to not make a mess, the reason I was always optimistic, the reason I woke up every morning... Kita couldn't be a doll... Much less a demon! I read and reread that page several times... But It still matched up...

"Shiro, I forgot something..." Kita rapidly opened the door, quickly opening the drawer where I found my phone.
Her eyes went wide open. Of course, my phone was in my hands. She went blue for a second...Only for a second thought... She looked at the book... She didn't hide her true self for any longer. She gave a macabre smile with gruesome eyes asking for a bloody fight. Her eyes were death its self. Her hideous, wicked expression was enough to bring cancer to my pure, innocent heart. I was petrified! I fell to the ground holding my telephone tighter. There she was... My true dear sister, Kita.

"It was about time, Shiro the Goddel! I've waited so long for this day. To take care of you and see you suffer your soul out for a fake big sister! What a joy! You are sooooo funny, little Shiro!" Kita disgustingly laughed. "Everything was fake! Pure rubbish me and the other Demons prepared for you, Goddel, with a little help from the Devils, of course. Even the mom and dad photos! They were just other paltry dolls like this one." She kept talking for some time. That's all I remember...
"Tell me your lying! Kita! Sis! Big Sister!" I wailed in anguish while forming a mini lake overflowing with water fresh from my waterfalls.

She gave that rotten, superior look as if she was a greater being.
"Well, I am not," She meagerly smirked."Sorry... But its time for you to die! You were smart and all... Yes, Maya, the fake Asstela, and I did see you. We don't want you interrupting our plans!"

My sister... My only family... My life was a lie...

I couldn't keep my uncontrollable fury in! My eyes turned into fiery scarlet eyes, my aura was so aggressive my hair floated, my presence was one of a Goddess. Power was overflowing me! My veins were about to explode, my bones were on the edge of being abolished and my senses were completely shut down...  The only thing I could remember was the sensation of murder...

When I woke up, I was definitely shocked! My house was in pieces, smoke overfilled my blistered house, and my poor yet artificial sister was now dust... I tried to give her one last cushy hug, but she was pure dust.

I knew she was a demon, I knew she was fake. But I still loved her just like before. I still do. Until today. Because she was my sister! And she could hit me, kill me, betray me, I would always love my sister! And I do.

I felt despondent, lugubrious, doleful, heavy-hearted and more. I had killed my sister. My beloved Kita. The worst part was, I had killed Kita and her body. Seems like Kita had failed her plan. I still loved her. Even when I got to meet her true self. I hope she feels the same way...

But my depression was not over yet. I burst into tears. My heart sank in the ocean inside me. I vomited so much water, that I started to vomit blood. I couldn't stop drowning in the sorrowfulness inside my body.
"Why did I kill her?!" I coughed in wrath. "Kita... Rest in peace..." I prayed as I closed my suffering violet eyes as they flickered back from red.

I reached out for the nearest knife. I had no reason to live... Thanks to my wrath, I had killed my sister... I had no reason to be excited for a brand new day. My life was devastated! My house, my sister, my life... They were all abolished.

I closed my tearing eyes and let my last tear fall down to my house's destroyed floor,
"Goodbye!"

That's when it hit me... My best friend, the God who was always by my side no matter what, the boy who made me blush, the God who I loved... ACE!

I immediately dropped the knife. There was still a reason to live: Ace! Plus, I was and am a Goddel after all! Something legendary everyone wants and wanted to be! Suicide was not an option! I deeply regret almost committing suicide. It hurts so much to think about it! Earth and Heaven were my responsibility! I was the only one able to save them!

I stood up and reached to the horizon. After that, I was ready for anything that awaited me. And this time, it wasn't a random TV show's quote!

(No emojis... This chap was too deep...)