I'm crying on the Inside,
Dying on the Inside
I Knew it was my fault
So much shit
Gets dumped on me
All the time
I knew it was my fault
I don't think you understand
I'm not taking the blame
Because I knew it was my fault
And I'm sorry for the pain I've made you hold
But I knew it was my fault
I hold so much guilt
I knew it was my fault
I knew
I knew
I KNEW IT WAS MY FUCKING FAULT
STOP REMINDING ME
I KNOW
I KNOW
AND IM DONE
BECAUSE I KNOW ITS MY FAULT
The reason you want to be dead
It's because of me
The reason my brother got sent away
It's because of me
The reason our cat lost his tail
Because of me obviously
What's new
So many other accidents
I knew it was my fault
I knew
I knew
I KNEW IT WAS MY FAULT
I KNOW I FUCKED UP
HIT ME MORE
IT DOENT HURT
PUNCH ME MORE
I DONT CARE
YOUR WORDS HAVE KILLED ME
IM DONE WITH YOUR SHIT
THAT YOU CALL FUN
I don't think you realize
That I know it is my fault
I knew it was my fault
Why are you,
My 'lil bro
Wanting to die?
Because of me
And our mom
Don't tell me again
I knew
I knew
I know you want to die
Because of me
FUCKING ME AND OUR DUMBASS MOM
IM DONE WITH THE SHIT YOU LAY ON ME
IM DONE TRYING NOT TO CRY
IM DONE HIDING
IM DONE COVERING UP YOUR SHIT
IM DONE LIVING YOU MISTAKES
IM DONE LIVING
I WANT TO DIE BECAUSE OF YOU
IM DONE WITH HOLDING ON TO YOU
HOPING YOU'D SNAP OUT OF IT
IM DONE TRYING TO TELL YOU
THAT I LOVE YOU
AND ALL YOU DO
Is go play with your . . .
Play with your . . .
Friends
While I'm standing
Wanting you to come and talk to me
Wanting you to ask me
Are you ok?
Me saying Yeah I'm fine
But instead of you walking off you'd reply
I know your not ok, talk to me
I need to let you go
Because I don't matter
I'll die anyway
I knew it was my fault
So you don't have to rub it in
I'm Dying,
Im Crying,
I'm not going to hide anymore
I've lost myself in thoughts
Of Me and you
Of My mistakes
Of My wanted death
Of Me
Of My freedom
Of My heart being free
Of My life being over
A/N
Hey guys... I'm not feeling ok....I'm falling apart and that shit There's nothing holding me together I thought Jacob and Rose and Stephanie and more of my friends helped
But apparently They don't see the real me. Exept for one.
-IKnewItWasMyFaultAgain
