Dear Diary
It's a new day
and I'm crying
I said I'd stay strong
I told a lie
I said I wouldn't lie
My brother says he'll kill himself
next up I find us all in the hospital
my brother crying, Screaming
whats new
Guess What
Won't see my mom for a while
it happened again
an "Incident"
Last time was 3 years
will it be longer or the same
Dear Diary
I'm holding on
to what I've lost
and I know
that I tried
Dear Diary
I tried to talk
I couldn't speak
He takes the words away from me
Dear Diary
I know I'm stressed
the world is full of sins
but there are the innocent
And we stay strong
there are the depressed
we try to fight
but some us are too weak
that girl over there?
she lost her life last week
listen to her story
that she put into a song
That guy in the coffin?
He said he's weak
and he gave up last week
right after he lost his love
To her cutting herself
she lost to much blood
He told her not to
That little girl lying on the floor
she just figured out her boyfriend died yesterday
she didn't know
until now
that little girl who loves her man
with all her heart
she fell apart
she lost her love
but still knew it was there
it was hiding
she loved him
couldn't tell him
That little girl
wants to be free
free from her family
free from her chains
that hold her back
shes been in pain since she was 3
And lost her love for her dad
for her mom
for her brothers
and her cousins
they ruined her
she wanted to die
until she met him
and her friends grabbed her
caught her right before death
that little girl?
That was me
That is me
Me
and
I'm
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