Dear Diary

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Dear Diary

It's a new day

and I'm crying

I said I'd stay strong

I told a lie

I said I wouldn't lie

My brother says he'll kill himself

next up I find us all in the hospital

my brother crying, Screaming

whats new

Guess What

Won't see my mom for a while

it happened again 

an "Incident"

Last time was 3 years 

will it be longer or the same

Dear Diary

I'm holding on

to what I've lost

and I know

that I tried

Dear Diary

I tried to talk 

I couldn't speak

He takes the words away from me

Dear Diary

I know I'm stressed 

the world is full of sins

but there are the innocent

And we stay strong

there are the depressed

we try to fight

but some us are too weak

that girl over there? 

she lost her life last week

listen to her story

that she put into a song

That guy in the coffin?

He said he's weak

and he gave up last week

right after he lost his love

To her cutting herself

she lost to much blood

He told her not to

That little girl lying on the floor

she just figured out her boyfriend died yesterday

she didn't know

until now

that little girl who loves her man

with all her heart

she fell apart

she lost her love

but still knew it was there

it was hiding

she loved him

couldn't tell him

That little girl 

wants to be free

free from her family

free from her chains

that hold her back

shes been in pain since she was 3

And lost her love for her dad

for her mom

for her brothers

and her cousins

they ruined her

she wanted to die

until she met him 

and her friends grabbed her 

caught her right before death

that little girl?

That was me

That is me

Me

and 

I'm

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