on my mind

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Things aren't Always as they were

It hurts more than it did before

Fighting used to not hurt

Now i bleed with just a single word

Running and hiding is all im good at these days

Although, to your dismay 

I'm not who i seemed to be, nor do i try hard enough to change

See, Recently friends have been stabbing me in the back

I don't know who to trust anymore when they all give me crap

I fight to hard and i fight to much

Not with my fists but with the words that slice their skin

Lately i've been bullied more, same with my bro. 

I'm going back into that protective mode

I take hits for him but also from him

I kick the kids who hurt him

Telling them that their careless

Nah man, I've tried to show

others how to love

Teach them that parents and family

friends and others

Aren't gonna be here forever

It's a fucked up life

I'm bleeding through you see

Hiding im my room while i tend to my wounds

Run while i can, I mean

might as well 

No one else understands that

i'm going through hell

Things aren't Always as they were

It hurts more than it did before

Fighting used to not hurt

Now i bleed with just a single word

I can only trust a couple

rest will kill

they will kill just to win the right to 

show everyone else who the boss is

Girl, little do you know 

That someone will hurt you soon enough

Things aren't Always as they were

It hurts more than it did before

Fighting used to not hurt

Now i bleed with just a single word

fighting 

and bleeding

Things aren't Always as they were

It hurts more than it did before

Fighting used to not hurt

Now i bleed with just a single word

No, Fuck you. 

I'm done 

you say that things will be okay

Bitch please, 

since when? 

Things aren't Always as they were

It hurts more than it did before

Fighting used to not hurt

Now i bleed with just a single word

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