Kill my Love//Stray Kids//Changlix

6

''Cards on the table we're both showing hearts, risking it all even though it's hard''
-All of me, John Legend
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Felix's PoV:

I flopped down in the fluffy mattress that laid still below me, my body spread out like a starfish clinging on a rock for dear life.

''You sleep on the left, I sleep on the right side and don't cross your side of the bed'' Changbin announced stuffing a couple of pillows in between us while shoving my body over to the left side.

''But I sleep on the right side, I don't like being near the window, its cold'' I lifted my body from the bed balancing on my knees while leaning over the wall of pillows to see Changbin laying under the covers

''Then sleep under the duvet it's warmer stupid''  he said eyes glued shut refusing to look up at me

''But it's still cold...'' I whined plonking down on the mattress sulking with my arms crossed tight over my chest

''Felix can't you just go to sleep and turn the light off''  he asked me sighing heavily

''No, I can't sleep when I'm cold'' I answered stubbornly

''Oh for the love of jisoos'' he muttered siting up before getting out of bed and walking to his wardrobe

I sat still watching as his shoulder blades tense when he reached up to get something in the top of his wardrobe

I shivered in my skinny black jeans and thin white t-shirt wondering how Changbin wasn't cold in just his jeans and black shirt.

''Here'' he threw a black hoodie at me ''will this keep you warm enough?'' He questioned

''Yes Thankyou'' I praised before tugging to slightly big hoodie over my head.

The hoodie was big on me and reached down to the bottom of my thighs and the sleeves were longer than my arms hiding my hands.

I smiled to my self as I smelt his aftershave radiate off of the hoodie and wrapped the fabric tighter around my torso keeping the cold out

I flipped over and buried my self under the duvet pulling the sheets up until you could only see my head peek out from under and curled into a ball

I heard the switch of the lamp turn off from beside me and felt as a heavy body climbed over the mattress to get to his side

I sighed as i laid uncomfortable in my jeans, jeans were comfortable to wear but unfortunately uncomfortable when trying to sleep

I peaked my head out from under the duvet and spoke

''Changbinnie my jeans are uncomfortable'' I announced, I heard the sheets next to me move as he got out of the bed and walked over to his draws pulling out a pair of black sweatpants (tracksuit bottoms whatever you wanna call them :)

He handed them over to me as I got out from under the sheets and began to yank off my jeans, I let out my breathe once they were off basking in the comfort of no jeans

I took the tracksuit bottoms and yanked them up, they were slightly big to but I liked it, I felt warm.

''Goodnight felix'' He said climbing into bed once again, I didn't say anything since I was still deep in thought, but I did hear him.

His clothes made me feel like I was back in Australia at home, when It rained it would be freezing and I use to wear a bunch of tracksuit bottoms with my music, books and my hot chocolate that my mum made for me with whipped cream and marshmallows.

I missed my home more than I realised, I hadn't really ever been abroad before I came here and I hadn't felt safe after everything happened back at home, not even in my own home.

But now I felt safe, which is odd really

I felt safe in my cousins best friends bed who I had only really met this morning wearing his clothes..... strange huh?

I got back under the duvet snuggling to the pillow and closed my eyes

I wasn't that tired but I could tell Changbin was, Seungmin said he hadn't been sleeping well lately since he's been really busy so I decided to let him rest, I mean it was a good excuse to share a bed with him ;)

I laid awake listening to his breathing slow down as he fell deeper into a slumber counting every time his breath hitched, I wondered what he was dreaming about.

Out of curiosity I flipped over towards his side of the bed and carefully de-constructed the pillow wall he had spent a while making, I would be lying if I said I didn't fell a tad bad.

I laughed at how cute he looked, his face squished into the fluffy pillow with his lips slightly parted and his disheveled hair.

He looked less intimidating like this

With out realising it I had moved closer to feel his warmth

I tucked my head under his chin as I nestled into his chest/shoulder

I squeezed my eyes shut listening to the sound of his heartbeat and I could've sworn it started to beat faster but then again it was probably mine

''Good night to you to''

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Hi guys! Sorry It took me a week to publish, I've been quite ill at the moment but I'm slowly getting better :)

I should have more chapters being published now because I have a 2 week Easter holiday meaning schools out for 2 weeks yay!

Any way Thankyou for your patience, I'll try to update more frequently💕