Kill my Love//Stray Kids//Changlix

11

''And he regretted all the things he did because he knew no matter how many words he cried they would never forgive him for stealing away their sun.''
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Changbins POV:

Felix and chan had gotten home later than anyone expected laughing and crashing through the door at 1 in the morning, Felix had refused to tell me where he and chan had been the whole time in attempt to make me jealous, which clearly didn't work considering they're cousins but it didn't stop him trying.

''Hey when's Jeongin getting back?'' I asked chan as the credits on the screen rolled up, we had just finished watching the last episode of 'Teen Wolf' before we decided to call it a night.

I watched guiltily as I saw the smile from chans face fall, anyone could tell he was sad, him and jeongin had been practically inseparable since they met and it's possibly the first full day they've spent without speaking to each other after all these years.

''I'm not sure, I think he'll get back later on maybe lunch time or after that.'' The clock read 2:05 am chan had a few more hours to go.

''Oh, well I'm sure he's doing fine.'' I tried to reassure before patting his back

''Yeah he probably is'' chan played with the tips of his fingers and bit his nails as if he was trying to eat away all of the uneasiness

'' Right, it's time to get up to bed, it's getting late'' I stood up picking up the duvets and pillows after turning the TV off and began to make my way upstairs turning around to make sure chan was following me, and thankfully he was.

After chan got settled into his bed I trailed along to mine flicking open the door unsurprised by the sight of Felix curled into a ball on my bed fast asleep.

This had became a regular thing, I gave up trying to stop Felix from sleeping in my bed within the first week, now the room had turned from being mine to being ours, I no longer sighed at the sight of the younger boy clinging to me when I woke up every morning but it rather turned into a routine.

I changed into my pyjamas quickly before brushing my teeth and hopping into bed being careful not to nudge the sleepy Felix lying beside me, he hates being woken up.

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When I woke up, like everyday, Felix had his legs wrapped around my waist and his arms clinging to mine, Is this what having a pet Koala is like? Everytime I tried to remove his arms or legs they would sling back around me like a catapult or slinky and he wasn't giving up.

I tapped his shoulders trying to wake the younger but only received a growl instead

''Felix I need to get up, I have things to do'' I groaned tapping the boys shoulder again

''What type of things?'' He murmured sleepily still refusing to open his eyes.

''I think I might go down to Han river and play football with a few of my school friends.'' I answered, attempting to untangle myself from him but once again failed miserably

''No, take me instead, let me go with you, you haven't spent any time with me'' he whined frowning

''Felix I can't take you anywhere unless you let go of me'' I sighed trying to sit up

''Pinky promise me you'll take me instead'' Felix's eyes shot open as he sat up still clinging to my arms while holding out a pinky

''Fine, I promise'' I muttered lacing my pinky with his

''Yay, It's a DATE'' Felix screeched jumping up and down on the bed.

How had I been left to look after one of the youngest again?