Cameels first word was "mommy."
Her first sentence was "you so fabulous" although it sounded more like "you so faboous."
I remember the way you would laugh when ever she said that to you.
I remember I was away shooting a movie when she took her first steps.
You recorded it half way through the second step and sent it to me.
I remember her yelling "mommy" as she was walking.
God I wish I was there for that.
Its a memory that only you will have with her.
But I'll be the one with those memories with Issac.
If bringing you back meant I had to miss all those goals, I would.
Just so you could enjoy them with him.
Just so you could be the one that helped him walk.
That helped him talk.
You won't be able to see them on their first days of school.
You won't see their graduation.
You wont see them find their first lover.
If I could trade your life for mine,
I'd do it in a heartbeat.
Our kids dont need a mother, they just need you, because you are the only one that can truly help them forever, not some random woman that could be labled as "mom."
I don't want to find another lover.
I want to resurrect you.
-Thomas
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