Letters To You || Tom Holland X Reader (ON HOLD)

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I'm so done.

I'm done.

I want you.

I really want you.

I'd rather die than not have you.

But I'd have to leave our children.

So I can't die.

The only time I see you anymore is when I dream.

I took them to the Eiffel tower today.

I told them I was sorry that they were stuck with me today.

I remember when we went to the Eiffel tower together.

I remember us at the top, you staring over the edge and me holding your waist.

You were so happy.

So, so happy.

I wish I could be that happy again.

Do you remember when we were that happy?

Oh wait, you cant remember.

You're dead.

Of course you're dead.

I have to be the unlucky one that had their wife die.

Our kids had to be the unlucky ones that were stuck with their father.

I wish so badly that you were here.

But you're not.

You're not here!

You're never here!

Why aren't you here!

Come back!

Come back!

If I say it enough will you come back?

Will you somehow be resurrected?

Will you be?

No.

You can't be!

That's not how life works!

I want to be in Paris with you.

I remember being in Paris with you.

I remember kissing you under the tower.

I remember getting our picture taken under the tower.

I thought I saw you under the tower today.

But you weren't under the tower today.

And you'll never be under the tower again.

-Thomas