Love Dont Live Here Anymore

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My mind is all over the place. Is this what family is all about ? Lord ! My poor Jacari ! This shit hurts. I just want my son back. She could have left my son out of this. Does she really want Chris that damn bad ? To kill her own blood.....

But why did I have that dream if Jazz is the one ? Did Chris talk her into doing it ? FUCK ! I need justice for my Bby. I know one thing for sure dick and pussy is one hell of a drug to have stupid people doing shit like this. I'm at a lost for words, I can't sleep and I want to fucking hurt somebody. This shit is not going to end good.

Someone close to me basically killed my child and I'm just suppose to sit back and observe ? I think NOT ! I have to play my cards right though.

I woke up this morning w/ a huge headache and a phone that would not stop ringing.

"Hello."

"Good morning Jae, this is Bryan. We have Jazz in custody as we speak. I just wanted to inform you."

"Bryan there's more I should have told you last night. Our son is dead now Jae. I'll never have to deal w/ you again. Jazz and I are going to be together and you just have to deal w/ it. Oh yeah, Jazz is pregnant w/ my child."

"Jae he fucking said that to you ? I'm so sorry."

"And yesterday I had a dream that it was all his plan."

"Why didn't you tell me this before ? This is all so crazy. I'll come by to check on you later. I have to get this handled."

I got up to shower and get myself ready to go see this house I took a liking to yesterday. The night I found Jazz and Chris fucking I beat her ass. If she thinks she got it then she has no idea what she's in for. Dumb Bitch ! We never really had a great bond like normal twin sisters. She has always hated that I was born first, which is dumb to me. We loved one another though. We even used to party and hang out together. It's when I became a mother is when that all stopped.

She never understood that I had bigger responsibilities, but she wasn't a mom so I didn't expect her to understand.

My phone started ringing and this time it was my mother. Lord knows I wasn't ready to deal w/ her right now. Her panic level would be too high for me, and I was a wreck already. I ignored her called and she called right back.

"Yes ma'am."

"Hey I heard your sister got arrested today. Jazz is always into some mess but to be arrested she must have done something bad."

"Mom I don't know, and personally I really don't give a damn. You blowing up my phone because of her or is it something important ?"

"Jae your sister is important. I know she stole your man but she is still your blood."