I layed down in my bed thinking, not understanding what I did wrong? I trusted him and told him everything and he couldn't even tell me the most important thing about him... I begin to cry, god I'm so pathetic! Y/n get a grip.. I hear two taps at my door and I open it.. reveiling my mum.. she sits next to me in my bed and looks at me concerned..
Mum: what's wrong darling?
Y/n: I just feel confused..
Mum: if you want to talk about it , I'm downstairs.
Y/n: thank you mum.
She smiles at me before closing the door.. I fall asleep crying a couple minutes later... Waking up to 100's of messages from grayson... I click his name to see..
Grayson;
Grayson: y/n please.
Grayson: I'm sorry okay, I really am.
Grayson: please y/n, I know I should of told you but I didn't think you'd like me anymore.
Grayson: y/n please. I'm begging you.
Grayson: please I love you Y/n.
Grayson: please just trust me.
I read through every message and began to cry again... Then my phone rings,. It's him!... I hesitate to click the accept button and put my phone to my ear..
Grayson: y/n?
Y/n: yeah.
Grayson: oh my god you answered! I thought you never would.
Y/n: what do you want grayson?
Grayson: I want your trust.
Y/n: goodbye gray.
Grayson: wai-
Before he could Finish I had already hung up.. I look through my social media and something catches my eye.. a party! I smirk at the screen and get off my bed looking through my clothes and finding something ⬇️⬇️
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I really need to let loose and just forget about everything for one night... I spray my perfume onto my skin and clothing before putting it back on the table.. I slide my heals on before running down the stairs..
Mum: y/n where you going hunny?
Y/n: party.
Mum: Okay just remember to use protection.
I laugh as I grab my keys and bag and walk out the door, closing it behind me... When I get to the guys house I smell weed and other stuff you don't want to mess around with.. ask walk in all eyes are on me I keep walking and hearing catcalls, till I stopped and my eyes met his... Why tf I'd grayson here?! Ffs I can't have one night away from him! I walk up to the counter he was at and got a bottle of vodka and he ran up to me...
Grayson: y/n please talk to me, I'm sorry.
I ignore him and chug the drink and go to get another one and I feel a strong hand on mine..
Grayson: y/n calm down, you don't need to drink so much!
I turn my head towards him and glare at him before yanking my hand out of his grip and grabbing the drink.. he takes it out of my hand again..
Y/n: grayson I fucking swear! GIVE ME MY FUCKING DRINK NOW!
He shakes his head and I punch him in the arm and take it out of his hand.. I push him before bringing the drink to my lips.. I chug it and grab another and another and another.. one after the other.. I was wasted now.. I could barely walk in a straight line, my vision was so blurry... I go in my bag to get more money for drinks, because they made you pay.. I grab the note and walk up the desk, before I give I even get it to the guy grayson snatches it out if my hand...
Y/n: god dammit grayson, give it back!
He laughs and puts it down his underwear and smirks looking at me.. he walks off and I walk after him..
Y/n: Grayson! Give it back now!
He stops in a bedroom and I stand in front of him with my arms crossed glaring at him... Fine if he won't give it to me , I'll get it myself.. I walk closer to him and put my hand down his underwear and grab the note making sure to rub him before walking out.. I hear him grunt ..
Grayson: y/n! You can't do that!
I laugh sliding onto the floor , just outside the room ... I hear his zip on his jeans and a couple grunts.. before I hear moans coming from the bedroom.. I walk in and he stands there shocked.. I gestured for him to continue and he did.. I kissed his cheek and walked out..
I walked down the hall till I felt my body being pushed into a bedroom.. and I'm faced with a tall blonde guy with crystal blue eyes .. damn he was gorgeous.. but I'm too drunk to care what I do.. he pushes me on the bed and gets ontop of me and smirks.. kissing me down my neck and I feel sick from him touching me.. I try to Push him and make him stop but he doesn't.. I begin to cry when I feel him inside me..
Y/n: HELP!! ( I scream)
He covers my mouth as I cry to scream again.. the door swings open and someone beats up the guy who was raping me.. I feel myself being lifted up and my head started to spin as he walked... I cry .. till I pass out.. ... I wake up in a car with someone else driving.. I turn my head and I'm faced with grayson.. I begin to remember what happened and I sit up and cry... He pulls me into his arms and hugged me tight..
Grayson: sh shh ,it's okay gorgeous. Your safe.
Y/n: t-t thank y-you.
Grayson: im so sorry Y/n.
Y/n: please shut it grayson, I forgive you , but if I find out that you keep one more thing from me I'm not giving you another chance!
Grayson: thank you.
He smiled at me and cupped my cheek with his hand before putting a light kiss onto my lips..
Y/n: I can never stay mad at you.
Grayson: awe. I love you Y/n.
Y/n: i love you too gray.
Ethan: could you two love birds, just start dating already.
We both laugh as we hugged one another tight.. _ _ _ _ _ _ Comment if you want more.. Love you 💗
