In love G.D

going insane..

Graysons POV:

My own twin.. is gone... I don't know what I'm going to do without him.. he was my other half.. my happyness... My only true friend.. and now he's gone.. I wipe my eyes again, to remove the tears from them.. he's really gone..

" Gray"

I look around the room , what the hell was that?.. I lay in my bed hating myself... I don't think I can do this.. he's really gone..

"Grayson"

Again.. who is that! What do you want?... I look around my room confused... Am I going crazy?...

Y/n: here's your food gray.

Grayson: thank you.

I see a person behind her with a knife...

Grayson:y/n look behind you!

She turns around quickly and just laughs..

Y/n: there's nothing there.

Grayson: there is , there's someone behind you with a knife!

She looks at me concerned... And sits on the bed with me..

Y/n: there's nothing there gray, we need to go to the doctors tomorrow, your going crazy.

Grayson: no I'm not.

Y/n: yes you are! There nothing there gray. Just sleep.

She walks out the room and I sit there confuzed.. what the hell is wrong with me?..

I lay back down thinking... I can't believe he's actually gone.. hes gone!.. forever... It's my fault! I'll never be able to forgive myself... All the memories we made from toddlers to now... Are all just the past..

*Flashback 1*

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Ethan: gray! Gray! Come hear look I'm in a tree.

Grayson: hay that's not fair.

I say pouting... I walk up to the tree hes in and try to climb it.. and slip and fall on my butt..

Ethan: haha you can't get me!

Mum: ethan, grayson dinner.

We both look over to our mother and I get off the ground wiping my trousers with my hands..

Grayson: yes mummy.

Ethan: okay mummy.

Ethan carefully jumps down the tree landing on his feet giggling..

Ethan: beat you to the dinner table.

Grayson: no you won-

Before I could Finnish my sentence he already ran off... I start running as fast as I can to him ...
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*Flashback 2*

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I grab my bag and so does ethan. Both walking towards the door..

Mum: both of you have a good first day of highschool.

Ethan: thank you mum.

Grayson: thanks mum.

We both walk out the house and make our way to school.. as we walk in all the people in the hall was staring at us.. laughing at us.. Ethan was always a stronger person than me.. he could stick up for himself better than I could.. I guess I could say I'm weak..

We ignore them walking towards our first class.. maths.. I've always liked maths...

Grayson: I love maths , thank god we have it first!

The people lining up infront of us started laughing at me.. wispering to eachother..

Jai: we've got ourself a geek, he's ugly too.

Everyone was just pointing and laughing at me.. I stood there not being able to do anything... Why are people so mean.. I feel my eyes start to water..

Jai: and now the baby's crying, boo boo.

Ethan: leave him alone, pick on someone who actually cares!

Jai: fuck you losers.

He says before walking towards the guys toilets...

Grayson: thanks e. Love you bro.

Ethan: love you too gray.
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*Flashback 3*

We run onto the huge stage.. jumping in the air...

Grayson: hey guys! I'm so happy to see you all!

Ethan: tour is the best!

We start doing dates and other things from our YouTube we've done before... Just when the show was about to Finish I said.

Grayson: I honestly don't know what id do without all you , we love you all so much thanks for all the support. Can't wait to see what happens in the future!

The crowd starts shouting nice things... And smiling.. I stand there smiling looking around...

Grayson: and I don't know what id do without my goofy bro.

I say nudging his arm laughing..

Everyone was shouting "hug"...

We both laugh and hug eachother.. pulling away and laughing..

Grayson: bye guys!

Ethan: love you all!

We both run off the stage with the biggest smiles on our faces..
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*Flashback 4*

Standing there swaying side to side as we are listening to the music... Coachella is the best thing.. but it's better that I have to to celebrate it with..

Ethan: gray let's to get an ice cream yeah?

Grayson: yeah okay.

We walk over to the ice cream bit and ask for what we want and stand there waiting...

Ethan: this is so cool.

Grayson: yeah I know.

We grab our ice-creams off the man , walking back towards Bryant.. Finnish eating them..

Bryant: do you two want to do your photos now?

Ethan: yes!

Grayson: these photos are gonna be dope.

I crouch down a bit so Ethan can get onto my shoulders.. I stand fully up with him on my shoulders.. and Bryant stands there with his camera ready..

Bryant: smile!

We both smile brightly.. looking at the camera..  and Bryant takes a couple photos..

Bryant: all done guys.

Ethan: thanks.

Grayson: thanks.
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*End of flash back*

All those memories... I'll never forget.. I miss him.. he was everything... He was there to stick up for me when I couldn't.. to make me smile when I felt like crying.. to make me laugh when I felt like hell... But now he's gone... He's actually gone... I lay in my bed looking up at the ceiling crying... And I wisper..

Grayson: ethan please come back , I can't live without you!

I lay there thinking if hear something.. but I don't.. it'll never be the same without him...
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