what did I do to deserve this?

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*The next morning*

I open my eyes to be blinded by the light.. I just lay there not wanting to move... I've lost everything and everyone... I'm sure even Mia hates me aswell... I give up.. I lay there thinking... I'm just gonna message Mia and see what she says, it's worth a try..

Y/n: hey Mia.

Mia: what do you want?

Y/n: so you hate me too?

Mia: just go fuck someone you whore! Your worse than Gigi.

I start crying again.. I haven't done anything... I give up! But he didn't even let me explain... He just believed her ... Without hearing me out... I just want to die... I sit up in my bed and wipe my eyes... If he doesn't care enough to listen to what I have to say... Then I'll just forget it... I get out of bed and look at my bare body... Bruises all over , cuts everywhere... Turning into scars... I was tortured by my "freind" , I ignored the only ones who loved me for her! And she ruins my life!... I close my eyes and have flash backs off the first time I met him..

As I walk in all eyes are on me, giving catcalls.. I walk over to my locker to put my stuff in ... The locker closes and I see him.. my dream guy, grayson bailey dolan!... I smile as I look at him..

Grayson: welcome new girl.

I kiss his cheek and smirk as I walk off swaying my hips..

Grayson: I see how it is.

He says as he giggles, as he walks over to the other guys..

I open my eyes and begin crying again.. he's gone forever and he'll never love me.. she ruined everything!.. I grab a pair of jeans and a hoodie to cover up my cuts and bruises... I brush my hair and sit on the end of my bed... What am I going to do? With no one?... I get an Idea and get off my bed grabbing my phone and walking out my room and down the stairs... Opening the door and closing it behind me.. locking it.. I walk to the beach..  and climb up the cliff .. I sit down and stare at the beautiful veiw...

I hear laughing and talking from behind me... I turn my head and see them.. ethan , Mia and grayson.. they all look at me and glare... I look at them upset before I take off my hoodie.. revealing my cuts and bruises.. they all stare and gasp..

Mia: what happened to you?

Y/n: don't talk to me!

Mia: y/n.

Y/n: no you didn't care earlier, so leave me alone.

My voice cracks as I say it , a tear rolling down my cheek... I put my hoodie back on and run past them, getting down from the cliff.. I keep running till I get to a little cafe .. I sit on a bench outside it..

Waiter: would you like a drink?

Y/n: just a water please.

Waiter: of course.

Y/n: thank you.

I look through my Instagram and Twitter... Looking through all my posts... That's when I see in twitter... Loads of hate.. like... You whore.. he deserves better.. I hope you die.. just kill yourself already.. your a hoe.. bitch.. ugly... Fat... Pathetic.. I bite my lip trying to hold back the tears.. I hear talking and look to my left to see two girls and a guy... I make eye contact with the guy as he looks at me smiling.. I smile back.. and look back at my phone...

Waiter: here's your dri-

Y/n: I'm leaving, just give it to one of them over there.

I get up and run off.. I keep running till I get home.. when I open the door my blood boils, I ball up my fists in anger...  I see..
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