world Superstar

Chapter: 1

unedited.

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i heard the shout's of people while i stared at the starless sky, i knew that i will die any moment right now , i mean if a truck go ham into you, then the chance of you surviving is close to non.

getting to see your life flashing before your eye's is not a pleasant thing, that's i will tell you, especially when you are working with a job that you don't enjoy, it payed will, but still a boring job. that if you vanish for a year , and went back to it, it will still be the same boring job.

you see , i work for twitter , i know it sound exciting ,but it's not, i mean if you where the president then sure, but if you were a lowly programmer, who graduate from a stander university then yeah it will be boring.

let me tell you about my self a little bit , will you see i was raised in an orphan, it's not bad as it sound , i mean there was no beating or the bullying , that every body would except ,it was just a normal orphan, now if there is one thing that i did learn from that normal place , is that you need to work for the thing's that you want, no one will get you anything. 

so i began my master plane to get the thing that i want, i know it sound silly, but when you have nothing, no toys or game , you start to get a little possessive of thing's that are your's.

the plan went well until i started high school, because you see when i started high school , i somehow got a guitar, i know it sound stupid , but that guitar was distracting as hell, i spent most of my time between learning how to play it, or just making some crazy sound with it, and with that the plan failed , i didn't get in to some good university ,  i got accepted to some average one, and since the plan failed , i didn't even try again, i said to my self at that time, 'since at the end i will still become an average normal boring person, let's do what i want'.

and i did ,after getting in the university to be a programmer, i didn't study hard any more , all i got is either C or D, all the time i spent back then is playing the guitar, listening to some music ,or learning how to dance, that's right , i went to dancing classes ,there were some in our university, and i said why not. i will say i'm not the best dancer or guitarist , but i was acceptable i guess, but the most enjoyable thing i did is learn about the Korean culture,i love all of it, from the food , to their music, hell after getting obsessed in the Korean culture, i started to learn some Korean, i liked all of it

 so after a normal university life , i got lucky as hell in getting a job in twitter  , there were only 1 other person who did the interview with me, it was clearly who got the experience in working, but he got sick before the interview started, so couldn't attend it, so i got the job that easily, with some crazy luck.

after i started working for twitter at the age 23, i worked for them for the next 8 years, i mean why change the job , where all you have to do is watch the monitor to see if somebody is trying to hack the system, i mean twitter have like thousands of server's , if you try to hack that for real , you computer will die, and what i meant by server i meant the server , the main big one , not an account, so yeah it's was a job where literally every body is either on their phone, or sleeping, even the manager was sleeping, it's not like we didn't care, it's just the job was boring ,so all i did back then is listen to some music from my phone, or trying to make myself to type faster by  reprogramming an already known program, programs like twitter(on a smaller server, where 10 people would make the site lag),iso and youtube(where 2 video would crash the site), i did all that just because there is some stupid policy ,where you can't bring your own laptop to work, so you either are stuck with sleeping or doing some random thing, there was that one guy who got 15 different cubic, and tried to solve all 15 in one day.

now the best part of my boring life, is that after the first pay check, i started to attend classes to learn music for real, for learning how to read the music notes, to playing it like a pro, and by music, i didn't mean just the guitar, i also did attend class for piano, and the violin, why did pay to learn these, well i was bored, what i was supposed  to do with my money, it's not like i was making million of dollar, or was an attractive man, no i was average at the best, so the though of marrying never crossed my mind, i mean it's not like i was a virgin, yeah i got a girlfriend or two, but we never got that series, we never crossed that line were she asked when are we getting married, so i decided to spend my money to the thing's i enjoy.

after 4 year's of this routine , i stopped attending the music class, i mean, even though i didn't care about the money , but spending it on thing's that i already knew , is just plain stupid, so with all the free time i had, i joined the dancing class, now you might be wondering, why all of this money spending on music and dancing , well because i wanted to get closer to my dream,and that dream is i want to be an idol, or to be more specific , and k-pop idol, but i know my Capability, so i did the closest thing to it, and that is to learn music and dancing,  even though i was not a genius in those thing's, but i did enjoy doing it, and that's what really mattered to me, is enjoying it.

so just like that, i was already 31 year old man, doing thing's for his small enjoyment, until i got hit by that truck, i mean it's like the truck was coming at me with vengeance , it didn't even stop at all when it crushed me, so after getting destroyed by that truck, i felt my self dying, like you knew that you will not make it, or it was just me giving up, it's was not like i had a  goal i wanted to achieve , all i did in my life is going with the flow of thing's, while trying to get a small enjoyment from thing that i did in my free time, so yeah if you told me that i had given up, i guess that i can't deny it, so with wishing to having fun in my next life , every thing went black.

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suddenly every thing in my body started to hurt like crazy, like i was hulk smashed or somebody drooped a building on me, with the sudden pain i felt in my body, i woke up panicking in the middle of a group of people who are talking in a foreign language, after a couple of second i started to understand what the language they are talking in, and it was Korean, no i started to panic for real, i mean why the hell i'm in the other side of the world, so i started to move my self from the table, when suddenly someone grepped me fast, and put me on the table again, when all of a sudden,DING i saw a blue flash in my face , then i passed out.