Sized Up

Chapter 3

Rodkevious

Lying there motionless I began to think. Janelle laid on my chest. I looked over at the clock and noticed it was 4:30 in the morning. I looked down at Janelle and then back at the clock. I slid out of bed carefully and put on some gym shorts and a Jordan tee. Sliding on my socks and slides I picked up my keys carefully so they wouldn't jingle and wake Janelle. I sat in my car before I pulled away. I had so much on my mind. I looked at my phone before I dialed the number.

"Hello"? The raspy voice answered.

"Hey, can you meet me at the gym"? I questioned.

"It's 4:30 Rod...." She continued.

"Please". I begged. The end was quiet before someone spoke again. "Fine". I smiled slightly. As I heard the dial tone, I pulled out of the driveway and thought. I just have to get shit off of my chest. I feel guilty but I can't control how I feel. If Janelle knew the thoughts I were having behind her back she'd be crushed. But I am a man and I do have needs. I'm just confused at this moment. Pulling up to the gym, I sat there and thought one last time. I noticed Danyella pulling up beside me. I watched as she got out of car and walked over towards mine. I rolled the window down. "Rod, it's 4:45. The gym doesn't open until 6:00 why are we here"? She questioned. She looked worried and also tired. "I just need to talk to you". I admitted. She covered herself up with her jacket. "So, what's up"? She asked. "Can you get in"? I asked. She nodded and walked over to the passenger door and took a seat. "So what's on your mind"? She asked. "You...." I admitted.

She sat there quietly. "Rod..." She began to say.

I kissed her. I kissed her so passionately, so gently, I needed her. I couldn't get her out of my mind. I'm having so many mixed emotions. I know what I was doing was wrong but it felt right. I pulled away from her and looked at her. "Rod.. What are you doing"? She questioned looking confused. "Danyella, I can't get you off of my mind. I-I love my wife, but there's something about you that I just can't shake". She looked appalled by what I was saying to her. "Rod.. I can't lie and say I don't have these feelings for you.. But.." She said. "But..?" I questioned.

"But, I can't sleep with a married man". She assured me. I sighed. "Danyella, just..." She kissed me.. Soon straddling me in the tight area of my car. She kissed me. Our tongues dancing in each others mouths. It felt like the kiss lasted for hours before we finally parted. "Wanna go back to my place"? She questioned. I nodded and crank the car up and pulled away. Not knowing what I was soon going to get myself into. I carried her up her concreted steps and opened the door not making it to the bedroom we settled for the living area. Aggressively pulling off my clothes and tossing them on the floor she looked at me with pure lust. I didn't think of Janelle nor our daughter who were lying cluelessly at home. "I've been waiting a long time for this". She chanted pulling off her tank top, unhooking her bra and soon exposing her perfectly round breast. Even better than I imagined. I thought to myself. She pulled down her panties exposing her waxed vagina. I licked my lips before I parted he legs and giving myself a mouthful. She eventually came, I smiled as her legs shook around my neck. She didn't hesitate getting on her knees returning the favor. Sending me into complete overdrive, I felt myself about to nut, I tried to push her head up before I busted but she wouldn't budge. Swallowing all of me. Smiling, she straddled me and bounced until we both reached a climax.

After sex, I felt guilty. I felt like I had made a huge mistake. It felt so right. I grabbed my clothes and so did Danyella. I drove us back to the gym so she could retrieve her car. We didn't speak on the way there either. "Umm, bye Rod". She said before leaving. "Bye Dani". I said before I pulled away. What the fuck have I done? It was 8:00 am when I returned home. Damn, I was gone that long. I know Janelle is going to be up and shooting me with a shit load of questions that I may not have an answer to. I walked through the door and there she sat with Italy in her arms watching tv with her eyebrow raised and her left leg shaking. I stood there as she didn't bother giving me eye contact. "Where you been"? She asked not drawing her attention from the tv. "I went for a jog, and then the gym". I lied. "Really? At 4:30 in the fucking morning Rod, after we been up all night.. Ion wanna here that bullshit". She said through tight jaws. "Is it her Rod"? She asked sympathetically. "Who Janelle"? I asked. "Danyella". She assured me. I sighed. "I knew it". She said. "No, it's not her Janelle. I went for jog, why can't you just believe me"? I asked. Knowing I was guilty. I swallowed hard.

"Fine, I believe you". She said. I smiled weakly and picked Italy up. I didn't even feel comfortable kissing my child knowing what I had just done. Things around here are going to get strange.

Danyella

The sex was great. I can't lie and say it wasn't, but why do I feel so bad? You know what, fuck it. I won't feel bad. Rod came to me. I didn't force him to kiss me, I didn't force him to eat my pussy, and I damn sure didn't force him to fuck me senseless. He did that all on his own. Not to mention he called me. Although I'm glad he did, I just don't feel like this is going to end well. It was really awkward when he dropped me off at the gym to get my car. We sad goodbye to each other but, it was strange. I drove home and laid down on the sofa and watched Netflix and ate ice cream like I always do. I know for me to be a personal trainer I shouldn't be eating so unhealthy I also should g be falling in love with my clients and having sex with them either. Especially if their married and have a child. I'm so ashamed of myself. I was listing after a married man and yet alone I slept with him. Fuck.

I just sat on my sofa and thought to myself. I'm not going to make this awkward for myself. From now on me and Rod are going to be strictly business. No more fantasizing, no more lusting, just business. To the gym and out. We're going to keep this secret hidden. I can't let anyone find out about this. Especially not Janelle. She looks like she can whoop my ass.

I'm nervous to see Rod tomorrow. I'm really nervous. I don't know how things are going to go. Maybe they'll be the same, maybe they won't. I'm just going to try and play it cool I guess.

Janelle

Jogging? At 4:30am. After we'd just stayed up all night having sex? I know he had to be tired, or was I not good? I mean, I thought I was good. Dammit I thought I was great. I know I was great. I just pray to God he's not cheating on me. I'd be crushed if I found that out. It'll brake me. I tried brushing off the thought and getting myself together. I have volunteer work down at the shelter and I don't need this 'cheating' suspicion heavy on my mind while I'm trying to help others. I bathed, dressed and headed out. Before I made it to the shelter I stopped by my friend Tammy's house to talk. Tammy and I have grown to be great friends. She's a go to person when I need advice and she's so open minded.

I was welcomed in and we sat and got drinks. "So, how are things going at home"? She questioned with a huge smile. I sighed. "Ok.." I lied. "Just.. Ok"? She questioned. "Is everything ok? Girl you know you can talk to me." She assured me. "Yeah, girl I know. It's just so much". I admitted. "I'm all ears".

"I'm confused Tammy. Rods been lying to me lately and I can tell. God forbid but I believe he's cheating on me". I assured her. She gasped. "Why would you think such a thing"? She asked. "Because, he's been EXTRA good in bed, he's never this good, he's been leaving to go to the "gym" really early, even earlier than normal. And now, going on jogs at 4:30 in the morning and not coming back til 8:00". I assured her. She just sat there.

"All marriages have their rocky stages. Rod is a good man, I don't blame your suspicions, but don't jump to conclusions. Everything is probably fine. Don't overthink things". She assured me. "Who do you think he's cheating with anyways"? She questioned.

"The trainer". I admitted.

She burst into laughter. "The trainer? Really Jay, the trainer".

"I'm serious Tammy". I whined. "Ok, ok .. Janelle, Rod loves you. Anybody can see that. I'm pretty sure Rod wouldn't stoop that low and have sex with his trainer. She's probably some big swole strong bitch anyway. Just be easy". She said sipping her wine.

"I'll try".

But I make no promises.