Bianca
After I Left My Dad House I Went Home. Then The Guys Left. I Decided To Clean The Entire House With Bleach And Lysol. I Changed All The Sheets In The House On Every Bed. Then I Scrubbed Every Tub And Toilet In Here. I Scrubbed The Kitchen Counters. Sprayed The Couches In Every Room And Living Room With Lysol. I Vacuum The Carpets. It Took Me Like 3 Hours To Do That . Between Me Throwing Up And Eating. I Took A Shower So That I Can Run Some Errands. I Put On Some Sweats And A White V Neck With My Uggs. I Put My Hair In A Messy Bun On Top Of My Head.
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Dre
I Have A Bunch Of Shit To Clear Up. My Babymommas Fighting At My Crib. Bianca Needs To Sit Down And Talk Like We Adults . I Don't Know The Reason She Beat Up Brittany. I Don't Be On Twitter To Know Their Beef. Bianca Expect Me To Take Her Side On Everything. I'm Not Going To Do That. We All Need To Sit Down Abd Talk About This Like The Adults We Are. I Have A Brand New Kid I Need To Worry About. DNA Results Proves He's Mine No Big Surprise There. I Just Want Everyone To Get Along With Each Other Not Pop Off Every time They In Each Other Presence.
I Don't Have Time To Baby Them Two. If Thats The Case I Can Baby My 3 Kids. We All Need To Sit Down And Get Some Understanding. I Called B And She Agreed To Talk To Me . She Dont Know Brittany Is Going To Be There. Hopefully This Shit Goes Well.
The Next Morning
Bianca
Dre Called Me Up Asking The Talk To Me. Terrance Took The Kids To My Dads House Last Night. I Agree We Do Need To Talk. We Haven't Spoken Since The Whole Break Up. I Wanted To Leave As That. We're No Longer Together So Why Want To Make Amends. That's The Part That Got Me So Confused. I Have A Doctor Appointment At 9:00 And Right Now Its 6 . I Really Don't Want To Have A Baby With This Broken Family. Nobody Knows But Taylor. The Only Reason He Knows Is Because After Zeek Never Be Here To Keep Me Company. So That Leaves My Babydaddy Taylor . Him And Monica Are Going Through Their Many Break Ups Which Happens Every Week . He Has Been Spending All His Free Time With Me . Everytime I Throw Up He's There Holding My Hair. He's Even Going To My Doctors Appointment With Me Today. He's Asleep On My Beautiful White Couch In My Living Room. Imma Kill Him Seriously.
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We Sat In The Waiting Area Waiting For My Name To Be Called. I'm Nervous Ass Hell Right Now. It's Bitter It Would Be Nice To Have A Baby But At The Same Time I'm Not Ready To Even Fo Through Raising A Child Right Now.
"Bianca Diaz" The Nurse Called Out. Me And Taylor Stood Following Her. We Went Into A Small Room . Where She Instructed Me To Lay On The Table And Lift My Shirt. I Heard A Thumping Sound. "That Right There Is A Baby Heart Beat. Congratulations You Are One Month Pregnant . I'm Going To Prescribe You Some Prenatal Vitamins And You Can See The Front For Your Next Appointment " Tears Fell Down My Face. We Exited The Room. I Went To The Front For My Appointment. Then We Got In Taylors Maybach
"Bee What's Wrong" He Questioned Looking Confused.
"Taylor I'm Not Ready To Be A Mom "I Broke Down Crying.
"Everything Is Going To Be Alright " He Assured.
"You Don't Understand I Don't Want To Be Another Statistic. A Black Girl Barefoot And Pregnant. Living Off Of Food Stamps. I Can't Bring Myself To Do That. I'm Strongly Against Abortions. I Was Suppose To Be Successful Graduate College With Brook Cheering Me On In The Front Row. Not A Pregnant Drop Out. I Held Onto My Prized Possession For So Long Just To Give It To A Drug Dealer And Get Pregnant. What Am I Going To Do Now ? " He Had No Response. No Offense He Don't Know What It Feels Like To Struggle. Taylor Dad Is A Billionaire. He's The Owner Of Ford. YES THE FUCKING CAR FRANCHISE. He Chose To Be A Drug Dealer. I Can't Believe This.
