Finding My Thug Love

Chapter 20

Bianca

Lately I've Been Thinking About My Mother. I Don't Know How To Feel About Her Just Yet. She Made My Life Hell. She Took Me Away From My Rich Father To Make Me Struggle.  I Can't Find It In Myself To Just Crawl Back To Her Like Every Thing Is Good . I Feel Some Type Of Way Towards Her Mostly Because She Made My Life Hell. The Kids Probably Forgot About Her And I Feel As If That's A Good Thing.  It Makes It Easier To Cut Her Off. I'm Trying To Move On With My Life. I'm Not Holding A Grudge I'm Simply Not Messing With Her.

My Dad Is Somebody That I've Been Hoping For My Entire Life. He's Everything.  I Only Knew Him For A Year And I Can Truly Say He's Better Than My Mom. He Is A GREAT Granddad To The Girls. And They Seem To Love Him Dearly. Financially He Pay For Everything That Has To Do With Brooklyn.  I Honestly Think He Taking Diana And Brooklyn To Be His Second Chance On Raising A Daughter.  I Have No Problem With That At All Whatever Floats His Boat.

Deondre. My Love . My Rock. I'm So Inlove With Him. If I Wrote A book About Where We Stand The Title Of My Book Would Be Life With Superman.  He Is a Blessing From Jesus Christ Himself. My First Boyfriend Ever. He Took Brooklyn In As His Own . I Will Always Love Him For That. Men Like Him Is Hard To Find These Days. 

Dre

I See A Black Car Sitting Across The Street From My House.  It Ain't Nobody But The Police. Brandon Sr. Called Us Up And Told Us They Hot On Our Trail. A Nigga Ain't Worried Bout Nothing.

"Dadddyyyy" Shit Here We Go Again.

"Wassup D"

"You Don't Got No Food Here"She Was Rolling Her Neck Pointing Her Finger In My Face With The Other On Her Hip. What The Hell.

"I Got Some Roman Noodles" Grown Ass.

"I Don't Want No Noodles"

"Take It Or Leave It"She Rolled Her Eyes.

"Leave It. Can I Hold Your Phone" I Fished It Out My Sweats.  Then Handed To Her. She Unlocked It. I Can See Everything She Doing Cause I'm Much More Taller Than Her.She Went To Bianca Number And Pressed Call.

"Why You Calling Her."I Questioned

"Because You Starving Us." She Paused. " Hello....Hey Mommy. ...I'm Hungry And Daddy Not Feeding Me...Ok Love You Too...She Wants To Talk To You. "

"Wassup Bee"

"Dre Don't Be An Ass.  I'm On My Way."

"What You Talking About" We Argue Every Second Of The Day.

"Don't Be Stupid Deondre. " With That She Hung Up. I Swear Her Hormones Been Everywhere .

"Diana She Said She On Her Way " I Yelled Through The House.  I'm Hungry Ass Hell

Bianca

"Yea Let Me Get 2Kid's Meals For The Drinks High-C Orange.  2Big Mac Meals And The 20 Nuggets .Also Let Me Get The 7 Piece Mighty Wings."

" Would That Be All"

"Yes" I Yelled Through The Intercom.

"21.88 Is Your Total Drive Up To The Window" Me And Brook Taking Diana And Asshole Their Food.

...

"Dre "I Yelled Through The House.

"Damn Stop All That Yelling" He Got Some Nerve.

"Watch Your Mouth Dre Im Not Trying To Argue With You" I Rolled My Eyes. "I Bought Your Unfit Ass Some Food."

"Unfit?  I Tried To Give Her Some Noodles. " Jackass.