Finding My Thug Love

Chapter 32

Jennifer

These People Mad Cool. They Treat As If They Knew Me For Years.  I Wish I Can Stay Here Forever. Let Me Give You Guys a Little Knowledge About Myself.

My Name Is Jennifer Ramirez.  I'm 17 Years Old. I Graduated Last Year Because I Started School Early. I Live With My Abusive Mom And Her Abusive Boyfriend.  Her Boyfriend Made Me Strip To Pay Bills . I Would've Loved To Move Out I Even Tried Once. But What Happened Was She Called The Police And Put Out An Amber Alert Because I Was Under Age They Found Me. The Woman I Call Mom Talking About She Not About To Lose Another Kid To The Street. I Don't Know What She Ment By That But I'm Really Not About To Find Out.

Her Boyfriend Disappeared Off The Face Of The Earth One Day.  I Thought Shit Was Gone Get Better But Nope She Still Abused Me Physically.  Then She Got A New Boyfriend. He Never Beat Me But That Nigga Raped Me Repeatedly.  I Have a Long Time To Turn 18. I'm Ready To Leave That Hell Hole. I Pay The Bills And Buy Food There. While This Bitch Fucking A Nigga Who Can't Provide For Her. She So Desperate.

I Never Opened Up To Anybody About This. Yes I'm Fully White. Not Hispanic.  I'm Australian And Canadian. I Don't Know What My Dad Is Cause I Never Met Him. My Hoe Ass Mom Probably Don't Know Him Either.

As You Know I'm White. I'm 5'3 I Have Really Long Hair That I Only Wear With A Part Down The Middle.  People Say I Favor Lauren London But Come On I'm Better ;-) .

Currently We Are All Sitting In The Living Room.  The Bet Awards Come On Tomorrow.

"You Pretty Jennifer" Diana Said.

"Thank You So Are You" I Smiled At Her.

"Brook Get My Phone Out My Purse For Me"Bianca Said. And Brook Got Up. "Terrance Put The Doggy Pads Down Please"

"Tuh Them Ain't My Dogs. Ana Put The Doggy Pads Down" Bianca Rolled Her Eyes. Brook Handed Her The Phone. 

"Mommy Can We Go To Eat " Brook Asked Her. 

"Yea Terrance Paying " He Looked At Her Quick.

"Who Said I Was Going "

"You Always Wanna Go Somewhere" Diana Said.

"Shut Up You Been Around B To Long Ugly Ass" He Said.

"Shut Up Dumb Dumb" She Rolled Her Eyes And All.

"I Swear I Don't Like Y'all" He Said.

"Imma Train My Dog To Bite You Watch." She Said.

"Can Yall Shut Up We Have Guest And Y'all Still Act An Ass"Bianca Said Looking Through Her Phone.

"Whatever Dre Said He On His Way Over Here" Terrance Said Strolling Through His Phone.  "He Say He Down Stairs Already.

"His Ass Need To Stay Home" Bianca Said.

"No My Daddy Ass Don't Need To Stay Home" Ana Said Causing Everyone To Laugh.

"Ooo You Said a Bad Word . All Of You Did Except Me "She Smiled With Her No Teeth. Then The Door Bell Rung.

"Brook Open The Door For Dre " She Got Up And Did So.  Then They Both Came Back. " Why Did You Ring The Door Bell And You Got A Key " She Said With Attitude And Continued Looking Through Her Phone.

"B Don't Start With Me " He Sat Down In The Single Love Seat. " Terrance Don't Be Sending No Heart Emojis When You Texting Me Cause That's Just Gay Asf "

"You Know You Bae. I Got Let These Hoes Know Wassup" He Winked.

"Stop Being Gay Nigga. Brook Why You All On That Girl Like That. " He Asked Referring To Me .