"well..." i pressed.
"i'm meant to be here to harm you, but i couldn't possibly harm somone as fragile and as beautiful and yourself." michael explained. i felt tears slowly creeping up and filling my eyes, therefore my vision blurred slightly. "why won't you hurt me, im worthless anyway, no one cares what happens to me?, im better off dead." i cried softly. he lookes at me with eyes wide, astonished at what i had just said. "w- what?" " you heard me!, n o o n e c a r e s w h a t h a p p e n s t o m e" i repeated. "i care about you." he tried to reassure me. a single tear fell down my dry cheek. "please don't cry" he said, his voice raspy, as if he was on the brink of crying aswell. "pack some things, im taking you away from all of this." he told me. I slowly got up, my legs trembling slightly. tiptoed over to my wardrobe so as not to disturb my porbably sleeping, half drunken mother. pulling the glass doors open carefully i heard Michael speaking to someone on the phone.
"Ash, i couldnt harm her, shes the most beautiful girl i have ever met." i couldn't hear what "ash" was saying the ohter side of the line, but i was 99% sure it was negative. peering into my wardrobe i pulled out my blink-182, shirt along with my nirvana, the smiths and oasis tees, grabbed my black ripped skinnies, a few of my sweatshirts and jumpers, maroon and black beanies, high waisted denim shorts&jeans, with a few pairs of worn out vans/docs/creepers. Then I trapesed over to my large mirror, gasping at my reflection, instanly regretting this desicion. gently pulling open one of the draws that surrounded my mirror, i pulled out my makeup bag filled with more than 100 different products.
I then threw all of my belongins into a bag along with my phone, i pod, laptop and chargers and made my way back to michael. "is that all youre bringing?" he quieried. " I dont have a lot really, um i guess so." i answered him sheepishly. "okay sweetheart thats absolutely fine!" he chirped. here they come again, the tears slowly forcing their way into my eyes, i ferociously trued to blink them back but it was no use, they were already making their way down my cheeks. "don't cry honey" he choked, envoloping me in a huge bear hug, "everything is going to get better, i promise you. I will make it, even if it kills me, I have to protect you." i felt safe in this moment, safe in michaels arms. "Im sure the boys will be thrilled to meet you!" he exclaimed. the boys? who is he talking about? i guess i would find out soon enough, i smiled into his chest, i felt safe and comfortable and thats how i want to stay.
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UPDATED AGAIN!, i had a lot of ideas, sorry if it sucks!
lylylylyly x
