In love with the skater boy

Chapter Five

After he said that I heard snickers and fake cough laughs from everybody, damn him, is he trying to ruin me or something? I turn and glare at him opening my mouth to give him a piece of my mind when our teacher comes in and starts today’s class. I look to Damien and he is smirking at his friends while they pat him on the back. Do they think..? What do they think we did?!

No no no this can’t be happening, my reputation, they all think I’m a slut now. How could this happen to me? I feel tears begin to form in my eyes and I blink trying to keep them from falling, I wont let him see me like this but I cant contain them any longer so I stand up and run away from class, as I run I can hear my name being call by our teacher but I don’t turn and keep running until I’m out of the school.

Once I’m in the parking lot I see a tree that seems perfect for hiding so I seat beside it and try to calm myself down. I feel so humiliated and I don’t know how I can face everyone now, God I’m such a baby, crying over gossip but that’s the thing about high school it brings all your insecurities out, I can tell myself I don’t care because none of their opinions matter but deep down I do care, that sucks.

I feel someone coming and I try to sink into the tree so they wont see me but I can see it failed when a pair of converse comes to view. I don’t want to look up, I know who does that shoes belong to and he is reason for all of this, he is the reason for my cool exterior to crack.

“Layk.” he starts but I don’t let him finish, I stand up and yell “Shut up! I don’t want you to talk to me, I don’t want you to be near me and I sure as hell don’t want to hear whatever you have to say! Are you happy now? You win, I’m the school’s slut now thanks to you, congrats!” I’m crying again and I feel myself shaking, I feel so out of control, so lost right now.

“You have to hear me, I don’t think you are a slut,” he says and his face is full of worry, ha! Like he cares about me.

I laugh humorlessly and my eyes turn cold, I know I’m about to say something I will regret later but I can’t stop now “And who says I care about what you think? You are nothing but a worthless skater boy whose biggest accomplishment will be to work at some fast food restaurant!” I scream and my face feels hot, my hands are shaking and my heart it’s beating way to fast to be healthy.

“Layken are you okay?” He says ignoring everything I just said. Guys are so dense, do I look okay? I would roll my eyes at his question if I weren’t so angry right now.

“Go find some other slut to play games with I’m done with you” I say and head to my car but just when I’m about to open my door a hands catches my arm and turns me and I’m being honest when I say even when I’ve being insulting him since I met him I’ve never seeing him so angry. Damien’s eyes are dark and full of anger; his jaw is tense and his breathing erratically. “Don’t you dare call yourself that ever again?” he says through his teeth. What the hell?

“Why do you care? You don’t know shit about me!” I scream at his face and his eyes go wide before he takes a step close to me eliminating the space between us. “Are you fucking blind?” he yells and then cups my face with both hands taking my tears with his thumbs. “Are you so delusional you don’t see that I fucking care?” he whispers and his eyes are fixated on me.

Wait, what? What did he just said? My mind is blank right now, I’m trying to process what he just said and I think he is expecting some kind of answer but I don’t remember how to speak. His eyes stop looking for answers in mine, I don’t know if it is because they found them or because they don’t care but he says, “Fuck it” and his mouth crashes with mine.

It takes me two seconds to respond to his kiss, two seconds to realize that, like me, he is pretty confuse about what the hell we feel about each other and two seconds to realize I’m falling for this infuriating skater boy. Remember when I told you I didn’t remember how to speak? Maybe is because right now I feel the whole purpose of me having lips its to kiss his.

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