In Love With My Thug Boyfriend Bestfriend

Chapter 18

It ben officially three weeks since I have seen Nisha and Kayden she don't want to pick up my call and texts. Me and Mia have decided to start a relationship now that I was single and had no one.
Mia:Baby you want something from the store
Me:Naw what store you going too?
Mia:uhh mall
Me:I'm coming
Mia:I ain't ask you if you was coming asked what you wanted my friend was pose to come wit me.
Me:well I'll come wit y'all
Mia:uh ok
Once we was in the car she pick up her friend Tooka and we all headed to the mall.
Tooka:Wassup Mia and hey Tanner
Mia:Girl so what you buying from the mall
Tooka:A outfit for the club tonight you coming right?
Mia:Club Chocolate City
Me:You ain't told me about that
Mia:Cuz I need some alone time I was going by because it's for that girl Tia and it's suppose to be pack
Tanner:What club?
Mia:Her club
Me:Word!
Tooka:I'm taking my sneakers just in case they try some with you cause I know they might be out there
Me:who
Tooka:Your baby mama and her sister
Me:They ain't got shit to do with that
Mia:So why you taking up for them
Me:Cause them my damn peoples and the mother of my child
Mia:Well when I get pregnant I hope you do the same
Me:(Sucking teeth)
Mia:So you mad?
Me:Nope
Once we was at the mall I went straight into Ross to go get Kayden some cargos and polo shirts. When I walked in I saw Nisha by herself holding up infant clothes. I just stared and started thinking why would she be in the newborn section. Then that's when I remembered what I done felt like a bunch of knifes had got threw in my face. She looked so pretty but sad at the same time that's when I walked up to her.
Me:So when was you going to tell me?
That's when she started to let tears fall.
Nisha:I'm not keeping it!
Me:What you mean?
Nisha:Why the fuck you care who the hell going to want a women with two fucking kids even you left me when all I wanted was you Tanner you!! Do you know I have to get up every fucking night to pick Kayden up and all he does is ask for his da-da well da-da doesn't want a family no more. He doesn't even want me no more. I gotta start thinking for myself so the best thing I can do is get rid of this baby before I get attach and move the fuck on.
She didn't let me get a word out of my mouth she just kept going on. That's when I touch her stomach and she pushed my hand.
Me:See that you protecting the baby already you can't just act like it's not there because it is
Nisha:I'm not giving birth to another child
Me:Nisha please don't abort my baby
Nisha:(Crying)just go back to your Mia
Me:I'm sorry Nisha okay I love you
Nisha:You don't know what love is Tanner when you find out what love is then you talk to me.
Me:I do bae.
Nisha:Don't call me that!!You don't deserve to call me that.
Me:Im sorry babe.
Nisha:Bye Tanner!!
As she walk off I tried to grab her but all she did was walk away. I still cared and loved Nisha and I couldn't lie and say I didn't because I actually looked as she got in her car to make sure she got in safe. Once she was in I walked back into Ross and picked up newborn clothes that was neutral colors for girls and boys. I then grabbed stuff for Kayden and head out to meet up with Mia and Tooka.
Mia:Damn nigga where you been?
Me:I saw Nisha
Mia:Where you seen that bitch at?
Me:Don't do that!
Mia:Whatever did you talk to her?
Me:Yeah she's pregnant
When I said that she looked with a shock face thinking it was someone else she got pregnant by but I know for a fact that the baby is mine.
Mia:For who?
Me:Me
Mia:What do you mean for you?
Me:We was having sex one day and I nut in her a lot I knew what I was doing and I knew I had got her pregnant at that moment.
Mia:So when was you going to tell me! You around here making babies and can't get me pregnant
Me:We was together.
Mia:And now you with me so you should tell her to get rid of it.
Me:What did you just say repeat yourself Mia cause I don't think I heard you correctly.
Mia:I didn't mean it like that.
Me:Shut up and come on I'm ready.
After we got home I put Kayden and the baby stuff in the truck because I knew if I showed her these clothes she would know I still cared and still love her I was just confused at the time. While I was putting on clothes for the party that's when Andre text me.
**Text**
Andre:What's up bro
Me:Nothing getting ready for this party.
Andre:same nigga I'll see you there?
Me:Word.
Andre: Ight!!
After we finish texting I took a long hot shower and let hold my head down and let the water hit my dreads as I thought of me and Nisha favorite moment when I took her out to the beach she was afraid to put on a bathing suit so I closed her eyes as she put on her bathing suit and when she was done putting it on I uncovered her eyes.
**Flashback**
Me:See how beautiful you are
Nisha:(crying) Thank you Tanner
Me:No thank you for allowing me to love you
Nisha:You love me?
Me:I love you more than I love myself.
**Flashback end**
That day I kissed her bruises that she had and told her I was never going to leave her. After I got out the shower I put on my black Trues a black and white Jordan shirt and my all black timberlands I let my dreads hang and put on my SnapBack. After I got dress I went downstairs to see Mia and Tooka already been dress with the same thing on like they twins or some shit.
Mia:Damn Tanner.
Tooka:I mean you look to damn good fo real your looks could kill I swear
Me:Thanks I'm out
Mia:Okay bye
After I left I got in my all black charger and made my way to the party.
Nisha's POV
I was being very funny on should I go to Tia's party or not but I finally had make the decision that I was going to go and have fun since Kayden was at his Tia's mom house for the week with Lil Dre. After looking through clothes and finding a body dress. I got up and started to dress I put on my black leather shorts with a crop top that was black and white and had "BADD" written on it and my black knee high boots I then began to curl my hair since I haven't tried it curly in a long time after I was dress I started to stare at myself In the mirror and notice that I wasn't even showing which was a good thing. After I was finish i picked up my purse and made my way to get my ride or die Tt.
Me:Come on bitch
Tt:damn bitch you sexy.Girl I'm coming you like my outfit.
Me:Damn yess I love it.
This bitch was stunning she had on her tan cream shorts with a black crop shirt on and some black pumps. Once we pulled up to the club it was pack as hell people was piled up outside. Once we got out we walked straight in because we was just those chicks. Soon as I walk in I was greeted left to by men but I wasn't trying to get in a relationship right now at least not while I'm 3 weeks pregnant. Once I got to the bar I grabbed a water because I didn't want nothing to effect the baby that's when I thought back to what Tanner said I did care about this child and I did kinda want to keep it. Just as I was thinking I got my glass of water and sat with Tt and Andre. We sat talking for hours until they start playing'Lil Boosie-I want sex' that's when the crowd went crazy. As I saw Andre and Tt get up that's when I just look up around because I had no one to dance with I felt so alone. That's when I got up and started to walk around the club.
Tanner POV
I was in the club and chicks was trying to get with me from right to left but I wasn't having that shit. I went straight to the bar to get a drink when I saw this girl brush up against me and kept walking all I saw was the back of her and that ass ben fat as hell. That's when I notice the walk and I knew It was Nisha I walked up to her and grab her hand as she was walking up the stairs.
Nisha:What?
Me:The fuck so you drinking
I took then drink and threw it on the floor causing some people to look back.
Nisha:If I was why the fuck you care?
Me:Fuck I do care you tryna kill my baby
Nisha:No Tanner it's water and don't be grabbing me like that
Me:That better be fucking water.
Nisha:It doesn't matter because I'm not keeping it
Me:Yes you are
Nisha:And who's going to make me?
Me:Me
Nisha:No I'm not you don't love me so why should I?
Me:So you gonna give up your gift from god just because you think I don't love you. That's like you doing this just to get back at me but this baby ain't no toy to play with its a real child and coming no matter what we think.
I looked her in her eyes and all she did was cry her eyes out as I stare at her with a mean look.
Nisha:Tanner let me go I thought you love me.
Me: I do Nisha. I do.
Nisha:Well answer this question why are you with Mia.
I just stood there looking at her because I really didn't know why the fuck I was with Mia she was a ex and I guess I just thought back to the old days and think of how things use to be before I met Nisha but that's where I was wrong at Nisha is the mother of my child and the one that's been with me through thick and thin.
Nisha:Exactly you can't answer the question bye Tanner.
As she walk off I just look because I know I had a lot of fixing to do. Just as I was standing from the top of the balcony I see Mia coming in with some nigga behind her I knew this bitch was a hoe and I still went to stay with her like a dum ass what the fuck was I thinking. All I could do was shake my head and ball up my fist to get the anger out.
Tt POV
Just as I was dancing with Andre I saw someone face I did not want to see it was Trey. I just got up off the floor from dancing with Andre and head straight to the bar to get a drink. Soon as I got my drink I looked up to see Trey had followed me to the bar.
Me:What do you want?
Trey: l came back for you
Me:Leave me alone just because I did those things for you while you was lock up doesn't me I want to be with you okay.
Trey:Listen I was lock up a long time and you was all I thought about okay all I thought about and I'm gonna have you
Me:OMG trey just let me be please.
Trey:Only if I can be with you boo
I just tried to walk off because there was no way this guy was going to give up I couldn't let him get the best of me I have a boyfriend and a baby I gots to get it together. I didn't even tell Nisha that Trey was out but I didn't want to tell her because she would go crazy and probably tell Andre. Just as I was walking around I saw Tanner big ass head.
Tanner:What's up
Me:uh huh
Tanner:Not you to come on Mann y'all my peoples I know I fuck up
Me:Yeah you did big time
Tanner:She don't want me no more
Me;I don't blame her you deserve it
Tanner:I know and to think I left her and the baby
Me:What?
Tanner:The baby
Me:What fucking baby?
Tanner:She didn't tell you
Me:What the fuck she pregnant
Tanner:Yeah.
I was so shock that all I could do was set up on Tanner because not only did he leave my sister he left her with a child to I began to take off my earrings and that's when I see that bitch Mia and some other chick.
Mia:Something wrong
Tanner:Yeah your ass is what's wrong?
Mia:Fuck you mean
Tanner:Ain't you ben just over there with some nigga
Mia:(shocked)
Tanner:Yeah bitch I saw you
Tooka:What you ain't bout to do is try and sell out
Me:Bitch what you ain't bout to do is jump stupid
Just as I was stepping in this bitch face I see Nisha coming up.
Nisha:Yeah bitch please try it please i don't mind fighting tonight.
Mia:Bitch sit your pregnant ass down
Nisha:I bet this pregnant ass will beat the fuck out of your duck looking face.
Mia:Well come on then
All I see was when Nisha hands start moving all over Mia's face that's when Tanner pick Nisha up off her.
Tanner:What the fuck Nisha you pregnant.
Nisha:And what I'll still fuck a bitch up?
Tanner:Nisha chill!
Mia:Naw let her come try that shit again!
Nisha:You know what you ain't even worth fighting bitch just get ready to help Tanner pay child support.
Tanner:What you mean
Nisha:Exactly what the fuck I just said!
All I saw was Nisha walking so I walked behind her leaving them bitches back in the crowd with Tanner. Once we was seated I started telling her about Trey.
Nisha:What are you serious?
Me:Yes he is crazy he actually thinks we are going to be together.
Nisha:O god you better be careful!
Me:I hope so! When was you gonna tell me you was pregnant
Nisha:I wasn't because I wasn't going to keep it
Me:What you can't do that Nisha that's a human being you can't just take it away like that
Nisha:I know but it's so much going on right now I just want to get my life together
Me:just promise me you'll think about it before you make the decision to take it away
Nisha:I will!!
Tonight was a night we would never forget we both had things we had to settle.
**Next Morning**
After the club that night I told Andre about everything that happened and he was very upset with me I just wish he would understand that I love him and I only did it because he was my first love and I believe in giving chances. After I got out of bed me and Dre washed up and we both headed to the kitchen to get breakfast. I cooked up some blueberries pancakes, French toast and bacon soon as food was done i noticed Andre coming downstairs.
Me:Good morning!
Andre:Morning
Me:Can we talk
Andre:We talked enough!
Me:I'm sorry Andre I should have ben told you about him I know--
Andre:Yeah you know and you kept it from me look I don't want us to end up like Nisha and Tanner so best thing to do is to not talk to each other for the next two day so I can cool down and I won't say nothing I won't regret.
All I could do was look at him with worried eyes and an hope that this was the end of all the fights, lies and drama.
Nisha's POV
I laid in bed looking at the ceiling and playing in Kayden hair as I think of what I was going to do with the baby was I going to keep it or not. All I could do was think of what was best for me and Kayden that's when I decided today was going to be a day for me and Kayden to enjoy ourself so I made a plan for us to go to the park. I got up put on a black laced hi-low dress with some gold sandals and my hair in a bun and a bang. After I wa dress I put on my make up then dress Kayden In his camo kargos a blue and white polo shirt and his all white forces he looked so cute all I could do is smile with him and see how active he was now that he's one. Once we was done eating I picked him up and put him in his car seat and we made our way to the park. Soon as we got there Kayden started jumping up and down he loves to play and stay busy. I took him to the swing put him inside the baby swing and he loves it. Just as I was pushing him my phone starts to ring and it was Tanner I decided I wasn't going to ignore him I was going to just pick up.
**Phone Convo**
Me:Hellooo!
Tanner:Hello
Me:Yes Tanner
Tanner:Can I see you?
Me:And why would you want to see me?
Tanner:I want to see Kayden to I miss y'all and I want to come home.
Me:I'll think about it but if you want to see Kayden we at the park.
Tanner:I'm on my way!
Once we hung up I played with Kayden more and ten minutes later he pulled up. Soon as Kayden saw him he ran to him and kiss him. All I could do was smile because I couldn't keep Kayden away from his own daddy. After they stop hugging and playing in each other face he put Kayden in his arms and hold him while he swing and I got on the one next to him thats when we began to talk.
Tanner:I'm sorry for all I have done Nisha I love you so much and I wish I could take back all the hurt I caused you.
Me:Tanner your allowed to come back home but my decision isn't going to change to what I'm going to do with this baby because you left me and how do I know that your not going to do it again.
Tanner:I love you and I'm sorry Nisha please just hear me out
Me:I'm listening!
Tanner:I love you and there's not a thing on this earth that can stop me from feeling the way I feel about you I know I should have never stop loving you and I should have been there for you but it's like you just change on me.
Me: I change for my son.
Tanner:I understand and I can deal with that because I love you bae just let me show you.
Me:Yeah I guess!
Tanner:I love you
Me:Love you too!
He opened his arms for a hug and I just gave him a big hug and then a kiss. After we was done playing kissy face we both drove home and began to talk about him and Mia he told me she wanted to be me so bad and that he never fell out of love with me he just felt he needed someone he saw him sometimes and pay him attention. So I made the point to start being more about both of them instead of just about Kayden but Kayden was always going to be number one.