In Love With My Thug Boyfriend Bestfriend

Today was hell just like any other day I was sitting laying on the floor and feeling the pain of all the bruises Shawn had put on my body from being drunk again. I know what people must think you are on dumb bitch but, I had no where to go and if I even thought about leaving he would surely kill me.
Shawn: Nisha!Get your ass down here and cook me something to eat.
Me: Okay Shawn I'm coming!
When I got up I head straight to the shower and then got dress. I stared at the bruises that was put on my body by the man I use to love so much.
I then put on my tan body dress with my tan and white sandals. I just stared at the mirror for a while trying to not cry I looked at myself trying to think how I could cover up these bruises up but it wasn't any way I could so I let it be shown so all his friends could see what he does to me. I knew the only one that did care was his best friend Tanner. After covering up some of the bruises with make up and putting on some shades, I then went down stairs and soon as I got down to the last step I looked at him because I couldn't get away from this man so I was going to stop trying.
Shawn: I called you down here a hour ago and you just getting down here.
Me:I'm sorry I had to get dress Shawn please.
He picked up a belt and stared at me.
Shawn: Please what?
I began to bak up and that's when he pulled me by my hair and choke me and said if you ever disrespect me again I will kill you and I mean it.
Me: okay Shawn I'm sorry please.
It was then that I heard a knock at the door that knock saved me from a beating and it was Tanner the one who sees me as a person instead of a punching bag.
Tanner: What's up Nisha?
Me: Hi tanner come in.
Tanner: You okay?
Shawn: She alright I just have to show her who's boss sometimes! Take your ass in that kitchen and fix me and tanner something to eat matter of a fact began cooking for the party I'm have tonight.
Me: What party?
Shawn: So you questioning me now!
Me:No I'm sorry
I went through hell everyday and everyday I wish I was dead.
As I began to prepare the big meal. Tanner walked in a began to help me.
Tanner: Shawn going to the trap house to handle business so I have to stay here with you til he gets back.
Me: Okay that's fine
Tanner: Why do you take these beatings and disrespect.
I looked at him and started to cry.
Tanner: what's wrong?
Nisha: I cry everyday because I know I will never be happy. This man beats me everyday and treats me like dirt. I don't even love him I try everyday to get away but I gave up because he said If I ever did he would find me and kill me! I was in blind love when I meet him. Sometimes I think of ways to kill myself.
Tanner then looked at me with a hurtful look as if he felt something for me.
Tanner:You are soo beautiful and I wish you knew how much you are needed in this world right now.
Me: I'm just tired of fighting.
When I said that he came closer to me and began to kiss me passionately. In my 20 years of living I never felt a kiss as beautiful as the way Tanner just kiss me.
When it stop I looked at him because I think I just fell in love with another man.
Tanner's POV
I licked my lips and watch as she looked at me with those sexy hazel eyes as If she felt safe for the first time.
Me: I'm sorry it's just I kinda ben had a crush on you and I don't wanna see you hurt you to beautiful to settle for less.
Nisha: it's okay I-i liked it.
She was so beautiful. She was brown skin with long curly black hair with brown tips and curvy hip. I loved me some thick girls and she was one of them. I knew she was my best friends girl but she didn't deserve to be treated like a slave or slut. And plus this nigga sleeps around on her and slept with my girlfriend and got her pregnant. She deserve better and I was going to help her as much as I could. Soon as she was about to say something! We heard the door open and it was Shawn the women beater.
Shawn:You better be almost done cuz they gonna be here soon!
Nisha: it's almost done.
Shawn: Tanner you ain't gotta stay in there and help that bitch cook. We got some men business to handle.
Me: I'm coming boe.
As I got one last look at her before waking out I knew I was going to make her mine and soon.
Shawn: She gave you any trouble cuz I'll go In there and fix her up!
Me: Naw she barley said a word.
Shawn: She better have not she kno the deal.
Me: So you going out tonight?
Shawn: hell yeah I gotta fine Georgia peach coming down here to the party and we gonna fuck like there no tomorrow I promise you!
Me: So you gonna fuck her while your girls here?
Shawn: Hell yeah fuck her you keep her down stairs while I do!
I got this mean look on my face because what kinda nigga prefers a rock over a damn diamond.
Nisha's POV
I had jus got done cooking I prepared the supreme feast that my mom showed me how to cook! I had purlow rice, mini hamburgers, hot dogs, chicken Alfredo, macaroni, fried chicken, fried shrimp, finger sandwiches and my mom famous philly cheese fries. It's ben 5 years since I seen her I was 16 when I meet Shawn he's the one who separated me from her because she knew what kind of man he was from the get go I shoulda listened to her. People began to come in the house by the minute then I saw my sister TT come in with Tanners cousin who is her boyfriend Andre.
Andre: what's up Nisha?
Me: Hey sissy and Andre!!
Tt: hey girl I know damn well you ain't cook this shit by yourself now!
Me: sure did Tanner help me out a lil bit.
Tt: uh huh better!
My sister never could stand Shawn and she was always hoping I would have hook up with Tanner instead of Shawn but only will time will tell.
Andre: well let me go over here with the boys!!
Me: So tell me what you ben up too?
Tt: nothing me and Andre just ben help Tia run the club and stuff you should come out there and help us.
Me: I will we soon as I can get out this shit hole.
Tt: let me help you if I have to blast that fool I will.
Me: okay give me a week.
Tt: I promise we gon keep him away from you okay!
Me: okay!
As I stand there knowing I had to plan this now to keep Shawn off my back I heard a knock at the door when I opened it there stand this dark skin women with red pumps on and a red tight dress that barley covered her ass. She looked like a stripper and I couldn't believe she was invited to come here. When I looked at her in a nasty sight. She said my names Candy and I'm hear to see Shawn. I know damn well this nigga ain't just invite a whores to my house. But you know what fuck it I was going to have a little fun with this situation because I knew he always cheated me and he was the reason I was out of love with him.
Me: (smiling) Come in!!
Candy: thank you!
When Shawn looked over and see me talking to her he ran over and said come in Candy you look mighty beautiful.
Candy: thank you I'm ready to get this party started.
I stand there looking at Shawn like I was going to kill him and when he notice he step in front of me and just stared back.
Shawn: You wanna play the staring game stand here and think I won't hit you in front of your friends. Don't play with me I will hurt you worser than I do now!
I stared at him with hate in my eye because enough was enough.