Love over Fame? (Chapter 1)

Love over Fame? (Chapter 9)

I woke up to the sound of birds chirping in the ears. "Zayn!" I yelled. He woke up, "huh, what?" 

--"We slept on the roof!" i yelled, panicking. 

He fully awoke this time. We both headed downstairs to see if the other boys were there. Harry was on the couch with Alexis. Louis was on the floor with Niall. "good morning guys.." Liam said behind me.  "Hey Liam" i said. "We saw you guys on the roof last  night, so Paul decided to leave you there" he laughed. I ran to the bathroom. I knelled in front of the toilet and threw up. Zayn knocked on the door. "Jasmine, are you okay!?" Open up!" "I'm fine okay..." i cried as i wiped the blood off my mouth. I stayed there for a minute. "How am I going to actually tell Zayn.." i thought to myself. I opened the door. There stood Liam, Zayn, and Louis with frightened faces. "Are you okay?" Liam asked touching my head. "I'm fine.." i replied. After that they went and dropped us off at Alexis's aunt's house.

"I'm going to miss you babe.." Zayn said tearing up. "Not as much as I will.." I said. They had seven more concerts until they had a little break, so i wouldn't be seeing him for months. They left the house, I was tempted to tell Zayn about my sickness. "Zayn!" i yelled. He turned back, smiling, "Yeah, babe?" I couldn't do that to him, break his heart? "....I love you.." I yelled back. "Love ya too! See ya in December!" I closed the door. 

My mom knew that I had cancer, and she knew that I kept it to myself. I didn't even tell Alexis yet. For the next few weeks I had to visit the doctor daily, when they decided to just keep me in the hospital and put me on chemotherapy. By then Alexis knew. She cried and cried, and I cried too, but she visited me every single day to keep my company. She would hold the phone up to my ear to talk to Zayn, and showed me all their concerts on YouTube. I started losing my hair after a month. Alexis shaved her whole head for me as well. I was getting weaker and weaker. Months passed. Tears fell. But the funny thing was that Zayn had no clue what was going on. And I could not tell him right now. I watched their concerts, saw his beautiful smile. I watched the video dairies, laughed until i cried. It was December 24th, the nurse came into my room. "Hey Jasmine, I just want to let you know that we can't do anyth-" "I'm going to die.."I said. I knew that i was getting wicked sick, I heard the doctor talking to my mom the night before telling her that my cancer was taking over my body. The next morning, Alexis walked into my room and sat on a chair and held my hand. "Jasmine..." she said softly, tears falling down her cheek. "Zayn, got into an accident last night, he's in the hospital..." she said sobbing. "What!?" I sat up on my bed. "His heart isn't functioning as well anymore..." "Just tell him to stop smoking, maybe if he stops he'll get better right!?" i said frustrated. Alexis shook her head. I broke down. I felt something in me dying. I mean yeah, I was already dying but now I felt as if i was dying a slow and painful death. "I'll give him my heart..." I said looking down. "What? Jasmine, you can't. You can't leave me. Jasmine your sick.." she said. "Yeah, I'm sick, and dying but my heart's healthy and I , I....love Zayn." Alexis went home crying that night. I didn't care about anybody's opinion, I knew what i was doing. 

~The next morning, Christmas, in Zayn's hospital~

"Hey Zayn, how are you feeling?" the boys asked him. "Good, I thought I wasn't going to make it..." he replied opening his eyes slowly. The nurse walked into the room, "Hey Zayn, Merry Christmas" she said passing him over a letter. He looked at the lads. They all shrugged their shoulders. "Open it Zayn.." Liam said. He opened the letter, the letter read:

"Hey babe, how's your Christmas? I just wanted to let you know that a week after I met you, I got diagnosed with cancer. When you left to go back on tour, my cancer got even worse. I started to lose hair, get weak, and deteriorate. I heard that you got in a pretty bad accident and that you needed a heart donor. The doctor told me I was getting worse and the medication wasn't going to help me. This Christmas I wanted to give you something very special ...my heart. Merry Christmas babe. Love you, see you in heaven  -jasmine x"

Zayn sat there on the bed. Harry took the letter from him and read it. He grabbed his hair and walked around in a circle. "How could all of this happen when we were gone for 4 months?" The boys all hugged Zayn. Zayn cried, and kept reading the letter over and over again. 

~Next week at my funeral~

They all gathered there. It was a rainy Saturday down in L.A. Paul, Liam, Harry, Louis, Niall, Lou, Alexis, Alexis's family, my mom, and Zayn were there. At the end of the ceremony, the boys all spoke:

Liam: *sobbing* Jasmine was a great person. She was intelligent, charming, sweet, funny.  She was down to earth , and really loved Zayn. We'll miss you, rest in peace."

Niall: I didn't know her for a long time, but she was always making me smile, she was so polite, and kind to everyone. Everyone just loved her *breaks downs crying*

Alexis: Jasmine, if you hear me, I just want to let you know that you were the most amazing friend a friend could ask for. I knew you for like my entire life. I'll miss you..a lot. Rest in peace buddy *cries into Harry's arms*

Zayn: Babe, you were the sweetest, most amazing girlfriend I ever had. Even when you woke up and found yourself 'ugly'. I found you beautiful. The past few months with you has been an amazing ride. I couldn't ask for more. Thank you for the gift you gave me. You saved my life, I would never see anybody doing that for me. Because of you, I am here now. Love you, rest in peace. *lays a picture of Jasmine on the coffin*

Liam: shut the door, turn the light off

Niall: I wanna be with you, I wanna feel your love

Zayn: I wanna lay beside you, I cannot hide this, even though I try..

Louis: Heart beats harder, time escapes me...

Harry: Trembling hands, touch skin

Liam; It makes this hard girl

Zayn: And the tears stream down my face

Harry: If we could only have this life, for one more day, if we could only turn back time...

- they all finish singing "Moments"-