Darkness In My Soul

chapter 3 - The hospital

Warning: triggered and sad

I woke up in the hospital, I looked around I wish I didn't wake up. Suddenly saw Rye sitting in the chair across from me,  but I didn't see anyone else. Rye was still perfect, his features told me to wake up, and that everything will turn out OK. I hope that's true.

I moved to get comfortable, I accidentally sat on a crisp packed which made a sound, I looked over to Rye who is a wake staring at me. As he walked over to me and dragged that chair that he was sitting on next to my bed. He held my hand as I tried to move it away but my arm hurt so bad I couldn't move it.

I spoke what are you doing here Rye, you don't care about me. He smiled and spoke the thing is I still love you and always will, I can't never let you go, I tried but something keeps pulling me towards you. Rye lifted my sleeve up and rubbed my arms, why babe? He cried. I spoke because I felt like I didn't belong here, everything around me is avoiding me or hating on me.

Rye got up from the chair before he left the room, I unplugged my machine that is keeping me alive, I was slowly drying. Bye I said as he turned around and noticed my heart was slowing down. He rushed over to me, he pressed the emergency button.

A couple of nurses ran in and tried to connect the machine back to me but I stopped one off the nurses and gripped her arm tightly, I didn't want to let go until Rye got his hand on top of mine and removed it from her arm.

I am hungry I spoke quietly. The nurses managed to connect me to the machine again and they went out the room. Why did you disconnect the machine? Rye sounded concured. I stayed quiet before saying sorry Rye, it's not because off us, it's something else, but I can't explain it.

He got hold of my hand as a nurse came in the room with some food and she handled it to me. I sat up gently and started to eat it until I felt sick and bent over the side away from Rye and puked on the floor. I tried to eat again but the same thing happened so Rye called for a nurse. Andy, Mikey and Jack walked into the room and all hugged me.

A nurse walked into the room as she checked my temp, but suddenly my stomach started to hurt, I knew why but no one else did, I don't think they do. All my friends went out the room so me and Rye could be together because I had to tell him something.  I whispered Rye, you do love me right, as he nodded of course I do babe, I love you a lot, why?

I spoke I'm pregnant Rye. He looked shocked, Wow baby, as he placed his hand on my stomach, I said sorry rye I didn't tell you, I knew you wanted to be with andy so I didn't tell you. When I was going to it was too late to say anything because off my car accident.

He smiled.