Darkness In My Soul

chapter 2 - Car Accident

Warning: triggered and sad.

I got in my friends car. After 20 minutes of driving I got 15 miss calls off everyone, even got 100 texts already. I opened one up that is off Rye, to be honest I still loved him, it hurt me to see Rye and Andy kissing and hugging each other like me Rye used to do.

I looked at my wrists, my friend suddenly stopped the car at a layby. Brook what happened, I spoke well Rye broke up with me to be with Andy, that's unfair but I still love him, I don't know what to do so I just cut to take my pain away as I showed him a picture off Rye and Andy kissing, I spoke they are kissing the same way me and Rye used to kiss. I felt my heart sink when my friend kissed my cheek, it made me smile.

Thanks Luke I need a friend like you. He spoke now that's go home, as we pulled out the layby, we heard a big bang followed with a inpacked crushing inbetween the dashboard and the seat, I couldn't move. I looked over to see Luke, he was OK as he tried to move.

Then all of a sudden we saw blue lights, I whispered hang on Luke, help is here. I heard a panic voice, it sounded like Rye but I couldn't make it out as my vision became blurry and blacked out.

As I heard someone cut the roof off which woke me up, luke, luke, I was worried because he wasn't Breathing, luke I whispered but still no sign of life. Hey Luke I shouted, I have lost my best friend, I have lost my life,  I have also lost my other best friends which is roadtrip, mostly lost Rye.

What is there to live for. I though no Rye can't be here, he doesn't care about me, it snapped me out off my daydream when I saw Rye heeded down next to the car, I was upside down. I must be seeing things as I blanked out again.

They managed to take the roof off the car and the medics got me out the car into an hospital bed. I woke up, where's Luke, luke I screamed out but no sign off him. One man said " hey, calm down Luke is fine, he is breathing again" I signed as the man looked at my arms, what's this. I looked over as I heard Rye's voice again. It was All off my friends, Rye turned around to face me. I said " this on my arms are self harm" I sort off said it to loud but I wanted Rye to heard what he has done to me.

I noticed Mikey and Jack were holding hands as Rye started to walk up to me but I tried to get free. I blanked out again as the man took me in the ambulance.