Broken Promises (Completed)

Broken Promises Part 12 Used To

Is this real? Is anything real?

I've numbed the pain every time I conceal

No regrets for it protects

Breaking me only I can't feel

My emotions spiral out of control

I feel so lost, stories untold

Everyday I wake up to the same routine

I am my own enemy but life's a fiend

Changed is what I am used to,

Tears is what I am used to

Damaged is what I am used to

Love could never get far

What am I to do?

You know you're always alone,

You know you're always wrong

The lyrics flow through when I hear that song

Staring blankly, these walls know more then I

None never questioned & I ask myself why,

When will it end?

These chains shackled my body

The control, suffocating my existence

Feel the wind as it calls out to me

Save me be the light that makes the darkness disappear