Broken Promises Part 21 Good Enough?

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I'm learning how to breathe insults,

But I'm slowly holding the pain

I'm trying not to cry when you're around

But these days I feel really lost and don't want to be found

Times are getting dark and I'm trying to be sane

What is wrong with me?

Why am I not good enough?

Oblivious to my hurt,

I can't blend in a crowd, your silence in the room feels so loud

I can't function when you're like a stormy cloud

I'm sitting in this chair staring at the wall,

Thinking why whenever I stand up

You always push me down and I then fall

I am the one who you seek in trouble, the one to call

Was I not Good enough?

It's only a matter of time before the volcano inside me erupts

I scream silently cause none will listen

To the pleading voice within

Played me like a fool you weren't aware of how much I cared for you

But I am slowly learning how to breathe insults

Though I know it won't last.

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