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Jaebum still felt guilty about what he did with Youngjae.

It is true that his relationship with Jinyoung is just friends but deep down in his heart he wanted to make it official. But he felt reluctant because Jinyoung was the one who suffered while he was the one who always makes mistakes and continuously hurt the other.

He felt like he didn't deserve Jinyoung's love.

He was confused.

"Hyung I'll wash the dishes" Jinyoung stood up and took Jaebum's empty plate.

Jinyoung walked towards the sink, he placed the plates down and poured some dish soap on. The sound of water flowing from the tap didn't bother Jaebum's deep thought at all. Jinyoung's humming could clearly be heard from the dining table behind him, and when Jinyoung finished the song, Jaebum, who was feeling uneasy said the word sorry again.. Seemed like the apology would never come to an end.

"Jinyoung I'm sorry"

Jinyoung turned the tap off and looked at the older who was still sitting there on his chair. "Its okay hyung you don't have to say it again. I forgive you.. besides, you were not in your right state of mind. Forget it please.. don't think about it again" Jinyoung replied. He turned on the tap and continued to wash the dishes.

He stood up from where he sat and walked to Jinyoung. He felt like had to do something in return to repay the younger's kindness. But he didn't know what to do since it was already late night for them to go out and have fun.. so he walked towards him and gave him a back hug.

"I'm sorry"

Jinyoung turned off the tap, dried his hands, and held Jaebum's hands that were there wrapping the boy's tummy. "Hyung.. it's enough.. don't say sorry again" he turned his head to meet Jaebum's who rested his forehead on Jinyoung's shoulder. Jinyoung stroked the older's hair with an intention to make him calm down.

"I just... I don't know how to say this but I truly don't deserve you, Jinyoung" his voice was hardly heard.

"What are you talking about hyung?" Jinyoung chuckled. "Come on, let's go to sleep and rest. Just forget about yesterday and today. We will begin a new day tomorrow and stop talking about what happened in the past, okay?" Jinyoung released himself from Jaebum and turned to face him. He held Jaebum's face and looked at him in the eyes.

"Forget it.. Let's just pretend that what you did with Youngjae never happened."

"I'm so sorry..." Jaebum whispered and began to shed tears from his eyes which Jinyoung immediately wiped it using his thumbs.

"Enough hyung.. I don't want to hear it anymore.."

Jinyoung hugged the older tightly. He had to show Jaebum that he had truly forgive him and there's no need for him to say sorry again.

Jaebum hugged him back. He was still repeating the words in his mind because he really did regret what he had done. He kept on saying sorry but Jinyoung couldn't hear them unless he could hear people's mind. He didn't want to let go. He wanted Jinyoung to be in his arms 24/7, to feel the younger's warmness on his body, to protect him, to be there by his side at anytime.

He'd been wanted to do this for way too long since the very first time he saw the boy.

To love him.

Which he had been trying so hard to show it but he messed up multiple times and worse, by doing an inappropriate thing with someone else who happened to be his ex.

"Let's go to bed hyung. Let's rest. We can go shopping tomorrow if you want" Jinyoung looked at Jaebum.