Blue Eyes

12

{Kat's POV}

I sat on my couch, my head in my hands as my friends all sat in the room. That image stuck in my mind. My best friend shot herself infront of me. She did it out of love, though. She loved us too much to let us go to jail. She loved me too much to let me get hurt. Her death was a distraction. She just wanted us to be safe. "My life doesn't nearly matter as much as yours, Kat." I remember those words ever since we were little. She always said it to me.

"Why did she do it?" Jaz asked out of sadness. I looked at him. I knew the exact reason.

"It was her own sadness. She was depressed her whole life and always wanted to commit suicide. She was never happy. Behind the smile was always sadness. It was eating away at her mentality. She was slowly and painfully going insane till the point where she couldnt handle it. She always wanted to make others happy. She only put on the act. The 'happiness' was just running on sadness, so she fed off the suffering of others. She only wanted us happy, even know it was so so painful for her. She shot herself out of pure insanity. She didnt want us hurt, so she used her death as a distraction. She just wanted us to be safe." I said. "So the art was expressing her feelings, it wasnt just a joke." Liam said. "She really was sad." He looked down.

I looked around the room for a while until I said one thing I never thought I would ever say. "Heck. Why don't we all just go out in a bang? In favour of Kai?"

I smiled at everyone. "Yeah. We should all be together." Will said. We walked down, got in the car and drove back.

Once we reached the warehouse it was exactly as we left it. Kai's corpse was there. We all stood in the exact line we were in before. Side by side, me next to Kai on the end and the rest next to us.

"3.2.1." I said. We all held our guns to our heads and smiled as we yelled; "YOU'LL NEVER TAKE US ALIVE!!" and pulled the trigger.

All went black as we went out. it may sound crazy, but that's how we were. I didn't care about family anymore. These guys were my family, and always will be. Now we can all be together, side by side in that exact order for 15 years straight. We never changed. Side by side forever, even in death. One for all, all for one. If one of us goes, we all go.

'Till death do we part;