Is it love? • Daniel Seavey

Outted

-Day 2-

"I ain't get no sleep cause of yall, y'all ain't ever gon' sleep cause of me!" Corbyn yelled smacking his hands against the wall.

"Corbyn what the hell dude?!" I said waking up.

"Sorry Jackie that was meant for these dicks that never let me sleep." Corbyn said and I just laughed getting up.

"Woah woah woah. You're my best friend imma get you whatever you want." Jonah said getting up.

"Can you get my blatter empty?" I asked him and everyone laughed.

"You got that." Jonah said laughing slighty.

*Knock knock*

"Oh someone had company." Katy my nurse laughed. "You know you guys stayed past visiting hours?" Katy said. I knew she was freaking them out because they all looked at me. Then Katy and I started laughing. "I'm kidding Jackie's family."

"Thanks Katy." I said.

"Alright honey after you're done in there I need you to go to the cat scan room 4b okay?" She asked me and I nodded.

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"Hey Jackie we have to go but I'm really glad we could come." Jonah said. I nodded in understanding and hugged them all goodbye. They all walked out and I plopped on my bed.

"Actually we're back. Jack's not giving us your number and we're gonna need that asap so..." Corbyn said and I laughed waving them in and giving them all my number.

"Bye Orange!" Jack said causing everyone to look at him with confused looks written on their faces.

"Did you just say... Orange?" Zach asked and Jack and I laughed a little.

"Orange is my nickname for Jackie ever since we were little since she loves all things Orange and when I first met her she was eating an orange so..." He said and they all shrug and said goodbye one last time.

"Actually can I talk to Jack for a sec?"

"We'll be in the car." Gabbie said patting his shoulder and waving me goodbye I waved bye back and closed the door behind them.

"Jack?"

"Sup?" He asked

"How do they know about the,"

"Oh I accidentally brought it up I'm so sorry."

"It's okay it was fun you all being here. I mean you kinda outted me but I'm glad you did." I said and hugged Jack goodbye and walked out of the room with him but split up to go to the cat scan.

"Okay honey stay still for us so we can get this perfect." The doctor said eyeing the computer screen.

I sat as still as possible so I didn't have to do it multiple times. The doctor whispered something to my mom and pulled her into the other room once the cat scan was done. I stood up and headed back to my room and waited for the nurse to tell me what happened.

"Hey sugar." My doctor Mr. Collins said.

"Hey Collins." I said forcing a smile to my face. "You might want to sit down." He said.

"You might want to sit down," is basically telling me something bad is about to happen. I hate those stupid 6 words. I sat down and played with my fingers.

"You have to start Chemo right away." Mr. Collin's said and tears rolled down my face.

I just grew back some hair to the point I look like a girl again now I have to go back. I nodded my head and layed down on the bed. The doctor left thank god. I curled into a ball my mom rubbed my back and left due to work still having to be on her to-do list which I understood. I called Jack and told him. I told about the Chemo.

"It's starting as soon as possible." I said into the phone. I heard sniffles through the phone. "Jack I'm gonna be okay."

"No Orange it's not that it's just wh-why you?" He said stuttering his words. "You've always been so generous to this world. You never lied unless it was a nessacery. You treated everyone well and you tought me h-how to be happy and I can't I-I can't watch you go throw this. It should be me-" Jack said crying through the phone and I immediately cut him off.

"Woah Jack! This should not be you. This is part of my life for a reason okay? Don't ever say it should be you because you deserve to be healthy and make everybody happy. I tought you how to be happy to share that smile with this world. Okay?" I said beginning to cry and I laid on my bed listening to my best friend cry.

"Okay. I love you Orange. I love you so much and I'm so fucking happy to have you in my life." Jack said.

"I love you more then words can begin to explain. I love you more then you know. You're like the brother I never had. Bye Jack." I said and he softly responded with a 'bye' and hung up.

Then I called Gabbie

"Hey Gabbie you need to comfort Jack right now." I said.

"Okay I will what's going on?" She asked.

"I'll tell you once I know he's alright." I said.

-1 minute later-

"Jack open the door. Jack Avery! Oh my gosh Jack! For heaven's sake open this damn door!" I heard Gabbie telling and pounding after knocking for a minute on the door over then phone.

"Hey what's going on?" Jonah said as Gabbie told him something then the door busted down.

"Oh my god Jack- *beep*" The phone call ended.

"What no!" I yelled to myself as I tried calling back but nobody answered.

I tried getting up but my damn IV was in my arm so I ripped it out and grabbed my shoes.

"Honey? Oh my god you need to lie down!" My mom as shouted as a nurse came in.

"No mom Jack needs help!" I yelled as they were pushing me to my bed but I was too weak and fell back.

"Mom I need to know he's okay! I need to see him!" I yelled before they left and locked the door which they've never done before.

I grabbed my phone and called Daniel. He picked up at the last ring.

"Hello?" He answered, thank god.

"Daniel what happened to Jack?!" I yelled onto the phone.

"Jackie..."

"Daniel what the hell happened?!" I yelled not hesitant.

"Jackie he was cutting." He said with his voice cracking.

I dropped my phone hearing Daniel talking indestincly. He's back to cutting? Tears were pouring down my face. Jack hasn't cut in 3 years. I layed on my bed a waterfall of tears. This is all my fault if I didn't tell him he'd be fine and healthy. Dammit I have to fuck up everything.

I laid in bed the rest of the day. People talked to me but I didn't listen. I thought about Jack the whole time.

-the next morning-

"Good morning beautiful" Daniel said sitting in the chair. He doesn't look good. I hugged him and he layed on my bed and he looked at me and we both welled up holding each other, me crying into his chest. Shit I hurt everyone by hurting Jack.

Worst of all I made Jack hurt himself.

· Day 3 ·
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To be continued...