Shane's pov
The past 2 months have been amazing next to my lover,we didnt go out as much as i planned,but all i cared about was spending as much time as i could with ryland,but the day has come,today i had to be at the airport by 10 in the morning,ryland stayed strong but i knew he was hurting knowing i had to leave,he was checking my laugage making sure that i wasn't missing anything,i opened my drawer,taking out the heart shaped necklace that contained a small picture of me and ryland kissing,i covered his eyes as i felt him smile
I locked the necklace on his neck,i felt him shiver at the touch of the cold metal,he gasped once he saw the locket,he opened it making his eyes water
"Shane this is beatiful,i love you"he threw himself on me smiling and kissing my chapped lips
"Your beatiful"i feel so lucky to call this man mine,and i feel like a damm fool leaving him alone,i felt my neck geting wet,wait i dont sweat this fast!
I noticed ryland crying on my neck,his sobs were getting louder by the minute,i hugged him like he was going to dissapear,he hugged me with all his streght,i started crying,is this what i really want? Do i really want to direct this movie away from the man who makes me want to stay alive?
"Im so proud of you babty"he looked up at me smiling,i cant do this,i just cant stay away from him,laurens words haunted my mind 'everything will pay off once its over' maybe shes right,my thoughts took me to the day where i signed the contract,that paper that obligates me to go,i fell regret,i was just so damm excited that i only thought about myslelf
"Thank you,and please take good care of uno and cheeto while im gone"i kissed the side of his head making him smile
"I will,but shane,its time to go,ill drop you off on the airport"he sadly said grabbing the heavy lauggage making him stumble,i chuckled and grabbed it from his hands,carrying it like a soft pillow,i dont want to brag but aha i have muscles...okay my arms are just fat,but i am strong
On the way to the airport we talked about random topics,we laughed and joked around with eachother,their is no doubt that besides ryland being my boyfriend,his also my best friend
"Here we are"ryland announced,we made our way to the entrance door,and right away i was welcomed by a goofy blonde boy jumping on me,i looked and gasped seeing all my friends,garrett,drew,lisa,trisha,joey,daniel,ricky,and my mom
"Oh my god im so glad to see you guys"i said as we gave eachother a group hug,tears fell knowing that i wouldn't see them for a while
"Were just so damm proud of you shane,this has been your dream ever since you were little"drew gave me a side hug,i gave him a fake smile,he was right,every since i was 12 i dreamed for one day to direct a tv show,and look at me now,but i just dont feel happy,but isn't this what i wanted? We talked and talked until my plane was called for all of us who were going to canada to aboard
"Ill give you space for you to say bye to ryland,cmon guys"my mom said giving me a kiss on the cheek,i looked over at ryland who was silently crying,his eyes were bloodshot,sobs would escape every now and then,the sight made my heart scream with pain,i gave him a tight hug,letting him know that im always going to be here for him,he crashed his lips on mine,the kiss lasted only 30 seconds,yet it was sweet and full of love
"I fucking love you shane,and im going to be here waiting for you,for when you come back,your the best thing that has ever happened to me,call me everyday when you can just to make sure your safe,god has gifted me with the most beatiful man on earth"i cried at every word that he said
"Ry i love you"but as much as i wanted to stay i couldn't, i picked up the laugagge and gave him a last hug
"Hurry up sir the plane is about to close its doors" a lady gave me a sad smile,i nodded and made my way to the airplane,the machine thats is going to take me far,far away
"I love you!"ryland screamed making people stop and look at him,i gave him a smile and blew him a kiss
Goodbye L.A
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Nobody Can Replace you/Shyland Fanfic
Fanfiction"I love you with all my heart shane..."
