Marmalade arcade

A blip

I hope you live forever. I hope that you live for thousands of millions of years.

                            You will-
                                                -
                                                    -

live every day and forget everything about 100 years ago when you were born when you wished you weren't
And you'll forget that you didn't want to forget.

You will love again
You will have many lovers
all different
all loved
you will lead lives with them and they will die and you will keep living

You will watch your children grow up
you will love them until
they are on their death bed

I hope you live until the earth collides with the sun.

And I hope, as you sit there, waiting for a final death you think of the first, the one who started it all. You think of one thing.

I miss her.

            And I will turn in my grave.

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This one is pretty over dramatic I'll be the first one to admit but I wrote it probably 2-3 years ago at a time when it rung true to me. So while I look back on it, to the person who made me feel this way with indifference and a mild wish for their future happiness
This was my truth and so I will speak it

Even if it makes me cringe