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you said that you loved me, needed me and wanted me so why did you leave me?

you came to me first, 

you liked me first, 

you wanted me first, 

you were my first.

now i need you

i need that smile of yours showing those damn dimples. i want that leather jacket back you gave me when i said i felt cold. i cry to just bury my head back into that crook of your shoulder.

it felt so perfect then.

now you are the one to 

look away first,

walk away first,

 hang up first.

you are the one to say you don't love me anymore,

first and last.

because i just can't seem to say it.

after you made me fall so damn in love with you. after making me rely on you so damn much. after making me feel so damn safe in those warm arm of yours.

but now,

i need you to say this is all a joke,

i want you to say sorry,

i beg you,

to just come back.

you are the one to break me into tiny pieces, and now i'm trying to piece together which half is mine and which was the part i gave away to you because i just can't tell anymore.

was i just not good enough?

am i suddenly not your forever? because, you are mine.