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Dan x Hosuh "All Yours For Today"

Dan's POV:

Today was a boring, boring day, I had Hosuh over at my house today, Stephen had... Something to do, so recording was out of the question. I didn't want to leave today, no going outside, no park, no anything. I just wanted to be at my house, and nowhere else. "Hey, Hosuh, wanna watch some TV?" He nodded, I wish we had something else to do, but I'm not all that fun, so TV it was. We turned it to random channels, making weird, short talk. I didn't know what it was about today, but it seemed exceptionally difficult to even speak to Hosuh, unprompted. And as weird as it seemed, Hosuh seemed to feel the same way, and something about that thought... It hurt to think about, was I a bit too boring, was it always like this? I mean, it wasn't a secret that Stephen was the light of our friendship. The way he was out there, the way he just spat out all of that gibberish... It was what really got the most out of us, even sweet little Hosuh. Wait, I did NOT call him sweet, or little! Well... I guess I'm not wrong on either of those accounts. These thoughts, they're really difficult to come to terms with, it feels so wrong. At first it was a mystery, these feelings, but now, I know full well what thy are, I'm no teenager, struggling with the reins of reality, I'm a man now, an adult, but even that thought of self empowerment did not help. If anything, it further discouraged me, the fact I was a man, yet I still struggled with who I was on the inside, but it was never this way, not until Hosuh entered my life, and like that it just... Happened. I was rash, hard headed, out of character, to my mind, it was embarrassing, the fact that some guy threw my entire life into limbo, the power Hosuh held over me, my mind, my heart, my body, it was terrifying. When I snapped back to reality, I was shaking, that was another side effect of Hosuh, he made my body do terrifying things, things, I've had the mercy of never experiencing. I would shake, my voice would quiver,  my mind would be racing, and I'd have this fear, this fear of what might happen, when I can't cover for how I act around him.

Just then I felt someone put their hand on my own. I turned, and it was him "Dan, you're really worrying me, what's the matter?". I just shook my head "I'm fine Hosuh-" "Bull, and you know it, so do I, what's with you Dan? You're constantly on edge, you sweat, you talk different, I notice that, you know". I looked away, I felt like I might cry, I hadn't done this for the longest time. Hosuh looked me in the eyes and said "tell me Daniel, tell me what it is, I promise I won't look at you differently". I whispered "I-I-I l-like you Hosuh... Not like a friend... I'm sorry".

Hosuh's POV:

I looked at Daniel and I wasn't sure what to think, I wasn't all that surprised... But I kinda was, it was one of those things, that you got the idea of... But didn't want it to be true. I sighed and said "I'm glad you had the courage to tell me Dan". I saw Dan crying, not full blown sobbing, but I knew it was crying, all the same. I placed an arm around him, and let him cry into my chest, I wanted to comfort him, but I didn't know what to do. All the while, Dan kept on apologizing, but he had nothing to be sorry for, I however, did. "Dan... I'm so sorry" Dan looked up and asked "what for?" I sighed, it would hurt to do this, but it needed to be done "I'm sorry for what I'm about to say". I took a deep breath, and continued "I'm sorry, that out of all the people in this world, your eye fell on me, I'm sorry that I didn't say something sooner, but most of all... I'm sorry, I'm sorry I can't find it in myself... To love you back... I just, just don't feel the same, and I wish I could say something different... But I-". With no explanation, Dan ran off, I knew this would happen, I just hoped otherwise. I heard his door slam, and I went after him, hoping that this day wouldn't be the worst one.

Dan's POV:

I ran off, I couldn't take it, the words... Those bastard words 'I wish I could say I feel the same... But I don't'. The tone was sincere, but it was cruel, and came across as a mocking tone. Hosuh knocked on my door, I didn't answer "Dan, Dan please open up". I didn't answer him, and he continued "Dan, I'm sorry... I really, honestly am, please, open up... For me". And just like that I began sobbing, that end part 'For me' was what got me the most. I got up, and unlocked the door, and walked back to my bed, and by the time Hosuh opened the door, I was laying down, facing away from him. Hosuh walked over, and said "you never let me finish, you know". I muttered out an apology and he continued "I was going to say... That even though I don't feel the same... I wanted to make it up to you, I wanted to make you feel special today, you're so sweet Dan, you're nice, caring, you're everything anyone should want in a guy, and I want to make you feel loved, even if... For a short time, so tell me, Dan, what do you want to do today, I'm all yours for today".