"Guys I'm telling you!" Evan said to Jared and Alana, his friends from school.
"Ok ok, what is it?" Alana said, actually somewhat interested, now, in what Evan was saying.
"So you know Connor, the really depressed boy I meet on the roof and kiss every year?" Evan asked, waiting for an answer
"Yeah he looked like a school shooter." Jared joked.
"Jared that's not funny! School shootings are an actual problem, and they're not something to joke about! Now shut your ass I wanna hear Evans love story." Alana scolded, wanting to slap Jared, but, alas, this was only a Houseparty call.
"Thank you. So he uh he you know.. kicked his bucket.., but he's like alive, he just got out the hospital. But um we're going to get coffee at puccinos at 11:30 today." Evan said, ending with a huge smile.
"AHH HES IN LOVE WE NEED TO GET HIM TO A- Jared could you please be quieter honey?"
Evan smiled at that. His mother couldn't have him in the house anymore, so when he got a job at age 15, he moved out. He still goes to visit for holidays and birthdays. Evan missed that feeling of having a mother to protect you. In Evans mind, his mother was the strongest woman he knew, she gave birth to a child, which is, already amazing, got through a divorce with a smile on her face, AND had her child move out prematurely.
"Jared chill, he's not in love, he's met with this boy like only thre-"
"I. I think I'm in love... and it's like- fuck, it's 11:00 I should go."
"Bye Evan!"
"Bye lover boy" Jared said, making kissing noises.
With that, Evan hung up, and went to his drawer.
He pulled out some jeans, and a "Love conquers all" t- shirt. He put on neon green converse, and a blue sweatshirt. He went to the bathroom and put a barrette in his hair, and a pink flower clip. He smiled at his reflection, satisfied with his appearance. He got his keys, phone, and wallet, and walked out the door.
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Evan found Connor on his phone, waiting outside the building. "Connor! Hi!" Evan called excitedly. "Oh, Evan! You look, very, handsome." Connor complemented, as you can tell, Connor is very gay, and even more very gay for Evan. Connor was wearing pretty much the usual, a grey flannel, grey hoodie, with a grey jean jacket on top, with grey jeans, AND grey converse, and to Evans delight, no contacts. "Should we go in?" Connor asked waiting for approval, which, he got from a simple nod. They took each other's hands, and walked in.
Once they got to the counter, they placed their orders, because Evan was very unsocial, and had anxiety, Connor ordered for him. "Uh can we get one vanilla milkshake, and uh, you know, just surprise me, as long as it has caffeine, we're cool. And uh I get a workers discount sooo, yeahh." Connor said confidently. The two took a seat in a booth, and waited. "So uh what's your sexuality?" Connor asked out of nowhere.
"Um I'm bisexual."
"Oh have you ever had a girlfriend?"
"Um I've never uh dated.. anyone.."
"Well then, Evan Hansen, will you be my boyfriend?"
"Um uh y-YES! Um yes! I um I will!"
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They walked back to the apartment complex, holding hands and playing the weird slap game that was inventing for no good reason other than torture, but kissing each other's hand instead of slapping.
When they got back to Evans apartment, Connor caught Evan by surprise, by pushing him on his bed. He started kissing Evan roughly on the lips, moving down to his jawline.
"C- Connor. St- fuck. Connor!"
Thousands of feelings flooded into Evans head, betrayal, he felt like Connor didn't even want him for him. Confusion, why was Connor still doing this when he was trying to say stop. And then there was anger, why, why, why, would he just- do that?
Connor kept biting and kissing the same spot, until Evan made eye contact "CONNOR STOP. I- I don't like being touched, it's stupid I'm sorry but I don't like it."
"I I'm sorry, Evan, I just, you're so beautiful, and I want you to be so happy. I can leave if you want."
Evan nodded "I kinda just wanna be alone. Same time next week?"
With that, Connor gathered his things, and left, closing the door softly.
Evan ran to the nearest mirror, seeing a large purple spot right on his jawline. So many unexplainable feelings came to him, so much so, that he could only mutter one thing:
"Damn you, Connor Murphy."
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Red Eyes {TreeBros}
FanficEvan and Connor have a deal. They both meet on the roof of their apartment every New Years, and share a kiss. Until, on the third year, something goes wrong. COVER CHANGE
