Painted

I caught a cab and was thinking about what I was gonna say to this nigga when I saw him. Good thing I stole some money and a spare house key while he was in the shower I wouldn't have made it there and I wouldn't have gotten in. How was he gonna just let his bum ass mama pimp me out like that? He didn't say shit about when I went off on him about him having feelings for me so he must feel some type of way. I wish my mama could just get her shit together and come get me and we can live in a nice apartment and I can live like a normal teenager but I knew that would never happen. I haven't heard from her since she left me on that stoop for Saint to take me home with him, and I'm pretty sure her ass is probably in a alley dead right now. Dumb Bitch.

-"Ma'am we are here." The driver interrupted my thought process

~"Thanks" I got out the car and went to the door and as soon as I was about to open it. The door swung open and it was Saints little girlfriend.

-"What the fuck do you want bitch?"

~ "I need to come in and go to my room" I said annoyed

- "Bitch you don't stay here no more and I don't know why the fuck you came back thinking that nigga want yo ass! I know who do want your ass though"

I looked at her like she was crazy cause in all reality this bitch had problems and I wasn't in the fucking mood right now. I'm not the nice little girl she thought I was and she was gonna find out real quick.

~"Who want me Elizabeth?" I said thinking who the fuck would name a black child Elizabeth anyway?!

I don't understand why she was always acting like this towards me.

-"I want you bitch" she grinned and pulled me in the house. "I want you to eat this pussy sloppy as fuck!"

~ "IM NOT FUCKING GAY BITCH AND IM ONLY FOR SAINT NOT YOU" I snatched hand from hers heading for the front door.

I felt a tug at my hair and as soon as I was about to turn around she was hitting me in my face, I punched her in her jaw and she fell on the floor, I stomped that bitch face in with my timberland boot and she was screaming and crying "PLEASE STOP! I'M SORRY!" Saint open the door and picked me up and put me up stairs in my room and I heard him yelling at that bitch, all I know is if I see that bitch again ima fuck her up so much muthafuckin more I swear man.

I put my Tims in the washing machine hoping that the blood would wash off because it was fresh blood. I hopped in the shower and squeezed the bath and body works sweet pea body wash on my towel and made sure I soaped my body up and let the lukewarm water run over my body and my hair. I was in the shower for about an hour in a half, most of the shower I was thinking about shit and crying about a lot of other things. One of the many thing that calm me down is a long ass shower. I get out and sit on the toilet, I put my sweet pea lotion on my body and sprayed my body with the sweet pea to match as you can tell sweet pea is my favorite fragrance if you haven't noticed. I slipped on one of Saints t shirts, it was huge on my 5'0 body and comfortable, I put some boy shorts on and walked out my bathroom.

-"You know you gotta get punished right?" Saint said sitting at the edge of the bed putting his dreads in a bun.

~ NO. Why would you send me to your mama house knowing she was gonna pimp me the fuck out? You claim you care about me but you would let a random ass nigga fuck on me and give me some type of STD! I'm staying here and I don't give a fuck what you got to say and I don't care if you hit me for beating your ugly ass girlfriend up either!

- Kalani who said I was gonna hit you? You need to calm the fuck down

~No! fuck you saint you not about to fucking tell me what to do nigga! This shit about to go real different than the first muthafuckin time I swear to God!

I got in his face and to my surprise he stayed calm. I was so frustrated because I couldn't believe this nigga really sent me to some pimp and expected me not to come back and go the fuck off! I was so frustrated I started to cry because as much as I loved him I knew he would never love me. I was starting to think it was a dumb Idea to come back here.

~"Bye Saint" I opened the door waiting for him to get out of my room

-" If you think I'm about to get out this room In my muthafuckin house you must be fucking crazy" He got up from the bed and grabbed my arm.

I looked at him like nigga you must be fucking crazy, after all he put me through I was over being scared of his ass cause he soft as fuck.

~ "What the fuck do you want Saint?" I said annoyed as hell

- "I love you man, I just think its wrong because we family. I got feelings for you and I always have, you so much mature than the bitches out here and I'm trying to take this shit to the next level. I'm too old to be playing games Lani." He said like he was in a trance

I was shocked, he was actually being serious and not mean. All I could think about is his ugly ass girlfriend and what she said to me like bitch are you fucking serious?! I felt him rub on my nipple and I stopped him.

~"What about your girlfriend?"

-"Fuck her Lani, its just you and me baby. I broke up with her ass and I know what that crazy bitch said to you and I made sure my sister beat her muthafuckin ass" He said so serious

I just looked at him with a blank stare and for some reason I felt like crying and my eyes felt heavy, I blinked and a tear came out. I was so tired after a long day and I was sad like always, I went up to the head of my bed and laid down and he laid down behind me and I dozed off.