Last Smile

Third

Sana's POV

"Please don't say such foolish things unnie.." She said still looking at me with her cold gaze.

"No Tzuyu, I'm not saying foolish things, I really missed you... I missed us..." I said and looked at her with sad expression.

She suddenly stands up and walked towards to their room.

But before she went inside, she turned again to faced me with her cold expression.

"You don't have the right to missed anything between us in the past unnie... Because you're the one who broke us apart... You're the reason why we're not together anymore... By the way, thanks for helping me with my homework Sana unnie" she lastly said to me then went inside of the maknae room.

My heart hurts so much...

I stared blankly at the floor while my tears are streaming down to my face.

She's right... Tzuyu's right...

I don't have the right to missed the moments between us... Even her...

Because I'm the one who broke our relationship before... I'm the one who hurt her...

I quickly went inside of our room and layed on my bed then cried.

I'm such a pabo who left her without saying a word... I'm such a jerk for hurting my Yoda... I was wrong.. she's not mine anymore...

Maybe that's the reason why she's avoiding me.. Because she really hates me now...

I just cried and cried to our room until I fell asleep.

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I suddenly woke up with my tired and puffy eyes, oh I remembered I cried a lot earlier.

I slowly got up from my bed only to see my other members who's sleeping soundly to their own beds.

Looks like they're really tired because of their schedules the whole day.

Looks like I woke up in the middle of the night, but can't sleep now.

I grabbed my coat and went outside of our room slowly because I don't want to disturb their sleep.

I wore my coat and decided to went outside of our dorm because I can't sleep and I want to breathe some fresh air.

As I go outside to our dorm, the cold breeze quickly hit my skin sending shivers to me so I quickly hugged myself for awhile.

The street is really quiet now, because it's midnight, only crickets and my footsteps will be heard in this late hour.

Actually, I don't know where to go, but I saw a park not far away from my sight so I decided to stay there for awhile.

When I finally came to the park, I became relieved when I saw a few lights from the park that is still on.

I walked inside the park only to see her sitting on a bench not too far from me.

She just quietly staring at the nightsky with her beautiful and glistening eyes but I felt sadness just by staring at her from afar.

Even her side profile is breathtaking, what more if she's facing me...

It didn't crossed my mind that she'll go here too... What a coincidence... Maybe fate?

I decided to walked towards her and sat beside her without saying anything.

I just watched the nightsky too that's so many stars right now that you can't even count.

We were silent for awhile... Until she broke the silence between us.

"What are you doing here unnie?" I heard Tzuyu asked making me looked at her for awhile but I looked at the nightsky again.

"Let's just say that I want to watched the nightsky at this late hour too, like you..." I answered still looking at the stars and smiled lightly.

I heard she heaved a sighed and stood up and walked away but I quickly grabbed her wrist, not letting her leave me.

"Sana unnie..." She said without looking at me and lowered her head.

"Don't leave... Tzuyu..." I said while restraining my tears because they'll gonna fall any minute now.

"Why are you so unfair Sana unnie? Why can't you let me leave you, but you, you can leave me, you're so unfair unnie..." She said still lowering her head.

"Just let me leave like how you left me in the past unnie..." She said and sniffed.

I felt a teardrops falling to my hand that's still holding her wrist, she's crying...

"Tzuyu I'm sorry for leaving you before, please don't be like this, I'm here now, I'm here now for you..." I said then my tears started to fall.

"Can we still get back together? Can we still get back to the way we used to before?" I asked and hold her hand while my tears are streaming down to my cheeks.

"No unnie, I'm sorry but I don't want to be hurt anymore... I still can't forget the pain that you've caused me in the past.." Tzuyu said then faced me with so much tears in her eyes.

"But Tzuyu, its all in the past, Dahyun is happy together with Chaeyoung now" I said making her shooked her head.