struggling with the hate | z.m b2

Chapter 39: A Meeting with Modest Part 1/2

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Perrie looks up from her phone to me as she feels me stand in front of her. She smiles and tilts her head, her cheeks becoming pink and if I didn't know that Zayn and Perrie have an affair, I would think she was being sympathetic. She's such a hypocrite; I just can't put my head into this... Why is Zayn so into this woman?

Well Chelsea, she's hot, successful, a millionaire, everyone likes her and he took Zayn's virginity.

"Hello, Pez."

I almost call her Perald.

"Hi Chelsea."

"I hope your grandmother feels better soon."

"Mum," she corrects me, "Thank you."

"Whatever."

She frowns, but then smiles, "I saw that you bring Zachy."

"His name is Zachary." Zayn and I are the only ones who can call him Zachy, bitch.

She bites her bottom lip, "He is such a cute little baby. I'm a bit shy to ask you for permission to carry him."

Aha, but you ain't shy to be trying to get my boyfriend's dick.

What are you doing? Tell her that!

"Mhm, can you wipe that smile off your face you hypocrite," I look behind me to see Zayn secretly arguing with Louis about something, "I have a question and a warning for you, I think you haven't get into your mind but Zayn and I are getting married so you need to fuck off."

Perrie's smile disappears, "Um, Chelsea I think you have..."

"Are you still in love with Zayn? Is Zayn still in love with you? Mmm?"

"Okay that's enough, sorry Perrie." I feel Zayn's hand grab my arm, pulling me slowly to his chest; I look up at him and raise an eyebrow.

"I haven't finished. This bitch needs to get his own man," she seriously needs to stop because I'm supposed to be the only one getting your D.

"Chelsea." He grits his teeth and mutters embarrassed, he looks around to check if someone noticed the little scene I'm making. "Please respect."

I'm standing between Perrie and Zayn. How can they pretend to not like each other if I clearly know that they have something?

"Zayn let her go; I'm going to talk to her." She says and he sighs, walking back to where he was standing. I didn't like the fact that Zayn obeyed her and not me.

I will pull her hair until I rip her head off.

"What's going on? Zayn adores you, I shouldn't be a problem in your relationship," I swear to God if she continues to act innocent I will do it.

"Don't act like a victim," I push her and she gasps softly. "Hoe."

"Can we go stand right over there?" She asks and I nod, we walk away from them so we can have a private 'chat'. When I turn around to speak she pushes me back until my back hits the wall. "Listen here, Moore, don't touch me because you have the wrong thought of me and you have no rights to do that so."

"You signed a contract to be with Zayn knowing that he was in a relationship, how can I think nice of you?" I push her back.

"I did because I wanted to help One Direction and make Little Mix a bit famous," She shrugs, "And like I said in the last meeting, Zayn was miserable because he missed you. He didn't want to be with me, and I didn't want to be with him. It was just for the business."

"But Zayn and you were..." I sigh. "I'm just confused."

I can't help it. I don't believe anything.

"Listen," She takes a deep breath, "We don't feel that way about each other anymore. Back when we were still going out, One Direction were starting to get big and they had to tour around the world and Little Mix had other plans, it was making it impossible to see each other. I think we need to break up, he said that... he said that we needed to break up not that he will try to call me every day to keep our relationship strong." She licks her bottom lip, "I was so surprised when we started talking again, he had completely different air about him... he's become an adult." She smiles when she notices me taking a step back, "and you're the one who changed him. I realised how much he loves you. I think that if Zayn is busy with singing and you're busy with studying or whatever, he will do everything to keep the relationship strong."

I hear Liam calling my name.

"It's been like three years now and I have yet to meet a guy who tops him. He really is the best," she scratches the back of her neck, and lets out a chuckle, "but you're the girl who he chose. You should be more confident."

Perrie stays silent, letting everything she said sink in. I feel like I was slapped with reality.

Shit.

I fucked it up again.

Why did I think that they would be together?

"You're... right." I almost choke. She nods, "I'm sorry. I need to talk to Zayn..."

"Okay."

I turn around and hurry to where they were. The boys are walking inside the office and Zayn is standing waiting for me.

"Zayn, I need to talk to you." I hold his hand but he takes his hand back.

I could tell that he was mad at me.

"Later, we have to get inside. Davis is waiting." He avoids me, walking inside first.

I start chewing on my bottom lip as we walk inside.

But there is one question...

Why was Zayn in her house last night?