struggling with the hate | z.m b2

Chapter 24: A Kick

That must be Zayn. I'm sure. I look at Louis who's staring at me, I grabbed the door handle and opened the door softly. Zayn's laying against the wall before me, he's covering his mouth and when he sees me, he runs his fingers through his hair and shakes his head. His eyes are getting watery, and he's not sad, he's angry. He walks towards me and when raises his fist, I flinch. Is he going to punch me?

He pushed me to the aside to get away from the door and grabs Louis who was right behind me and punches him right in the cheek.

"Zayn!" I shouted as he grabs his mate, his brother, his band mate from the collar and pushes him against the wall. I panicked. I'm always causing trouble, the account, the contract, the end of the band and now destroying friendships.

"Pray to your God I don't lose my temper and hit you too!" He yells at me. He doesn't mean it. I know.

"She kissed me first! She asked me to!" Louis nose is bleeding. It's like a scene out of the movie.

"I heard and saw everything, I was following you two." He let's go of Louis, "You took advantage of my girlfriend while she was sick!"

"Excuse me, my baby is sleeping and we need silence," Someone walks out of a room. That moment he grabs my hand and drags me away, leaving Louis in pain half to death.

He opens our room and pushes me inside, he closes the door behind him and slides down against it. He's expression softens and his tears are falling. Once again, I see him broken. Last time was when he confessed about the contract and how scared he was afraid to lose me.

"What have I done to you?" He asks, looking directly at me. I sit down on the bed afraid to speak.

"I'm sacrificing my life, my career for you."

"It shouldn't be a sacrifice. It should be something you love to do."

"I love what I'm doing for you. But if I was another man I would have dumped you when you told me about the account, you know for how long I've keeping up with your bullshit?"

I stayed silent.

"Give me that." He says.

"What?"

"The ring."

"What? No!" I shouted. He stands up and walks over to me.

"You have Louis now. You don't..."

"I don't love Louis! I kissed him because I wanted to know if I had feelings for him!"

"You do! That's why you kissed him!" He grabs my wrists and I try to kick him in his crotch. I lay back as he's on top of me, trying to take the ring off.

"Zayn!" He's laying on me, crushing a bit my belly but not dangerously.

"Take it off!"

I feel something on my stomach. His eyes widen.

"What was that?" He looks down at my belly. He puts a hand on it and...

A kick.

"Our baby doesn't want us to separate." I bit my lip after I tried to smooth talk.

"He wanted to kick my balls."

"Maybe it's a girl."

"I want a boy."

He sits next to me and sighs, "I'm confused."

"I'm so sorry." I whispered.

"No, no don't talk to me." He stands up.

"Don't leave me," I hold his hand.

"I won't I need to think." He keeps walking and I look down to my ring. What was I thinking?

He's right. I've caused so many bullshit since I came into his life... into the boys' life.

He sits on the chair, looking out of the window. He takes a box from his pocket and takes out a cigarette.


(Note: Didn't edit. And it's very short. I wrote this on my iPhone sorry. I wanted to write a good chapter and more dramatic lol but my back hurts and I can't move my legs :( maybe this story has 10 chapters left? if u want more let me know. love ya. Vote and comment)