Plot Twist

twenty two

♡Alejandra's p.o.v♡

"Alejandra Sosa. You've made bail" the officer said. I've been in here for one week and it's been hell. They only gave me a week because I said I just found the blunt there at that size and started to smoke it.
I got up and walked out the cell and walked down the hall while the officer followed me.
When we got to the front office my mom stood there. She looked at me with pain and disappointment in her eyes. She didn't talk to me. She just walked out the door to the outside.
I followed her and got in the passenger seat. The whole ride home was silent.
"I'm sorry" I said as we pulled up to the house. She opened the door and got out and shut the door and walked into the house.
I got out and walked to my room.
I turned on my speaker and put on 'numb by Cassie'.
I laid back on my bed.
I put my phone on the charger and turned it on. Fuck this is gonna hurt. I'm going to have so many messages.
Once my phone was on my phone went crazy.
I had messages from the boys saying stuff like "is it true?", "how could you do that to us?", "after we let you in, you did this to us?" And it went on and on. I got messages from Dani and Yuli to saying "They found out. Andrew is pissed.", "girl where are you?", "are you okay?", "why did you disappear?", "call me back!" And stuff.
I also got messages from other people who aren't as important.
I got calls from most of the boys and my girls.
Looking at the boys messages broke me. I started crying hard. I've never cried as hard as this moment. My heart has never felt more broken and my thoughts have never been such a mess. My chest has never been in so much pain.
I looked at my grades and they were all F's. Fuck. I miss one week of school and I'm failing all of my damn classes. I really can't afford to fail and not graduate.
My life is such a mess right now.
I just lost the most important people to me, my parents are disappointed and not speaking to me, I now have a criminal record that's going to affect me trying to get a good job in the future and I might not graduate because F's are so hard to get up and I only have two weeks left before graduation. What the fuck. Why the fuck and where the fuck did I go wrong.
Life was perfect and in a matter of seconds, it fell apart and shattered.
Tears strolled down my cheeks like it was their job.
"How do I fix this?" I asked myself.
"You can't", a little voice in my head told me.
"So what do I do?" I asked
"End it all", the voice told me.
"End it?... can I do that?" I asked
"Sure you can, there is nothing left on earth for you and you're just bringing pain to people and yourself, so end it" the voice said.
I looked down and my hands as I sat at the end of my bed. Should I? Why not, the voice in my head is right. Right?
I got up and locked the door.
I walked over to my closet and opened it. I grabbed a box from on top of my closet and put it on my bed. I opened it and there sat a gun with a silencer so my family wouldn't have to hear the bang that ended my life.
I put on the silencer and put the box back on top of the closet. I sat at my desk and got out a piece of paper and a pencil.
"Dear mom,
I am so sorry. I love you and George, and Damon and Aria and Sessa. I'm sorry for doing this to you, putting you in so much pain. This is for me so I can be happy again. Tell my father and my sister's that I love them so much. Tell Dani and the boys that I am sorry as well. Please don't grieve over me. I will be happy and looking down over you guys.
          Love, Alex'

I looked at the letter and some of the words were covered in tears.
Should I really do this? Why Not? There is nothing left for me.
I got up and sat at the end of my bed and grabbed the gun beside me.
Tears strolled down my cheeks and down onto my chest and pants as I gripped the handle on the gun.
I put the barrel of the gun into my mouth and wrapped my finger around the trigger...

*BANG*