Nothing Compares

Tendencies (Final Chapter)

*Allyison's POV*

      Things were getting better, I was starting to become more myself. I still felt down because I knew I would never see my brother again. That was the one thing I wanted more than anything was to see Clark one last time.

     My tendencies to ignore him when were growing up caused me a lot of guilt. I still felt guilty because we didn't repair out relationship until we were older. Not to mention I loved Stone but I didn't feel like I was worth everything that he was telling me I was.

      "Allyison, are you okay?" Stone asked.

        "Yeah I'm fine I guess." I said smiling.

*              *             *

     Stone had left for practice and I sat alone contemplating my life. I didn't want to feel like I was burdening him. I decided it was time that I made my exit. I couldn't be a part of the world. I grabbed a bunch of different pills and I couldn't get them in my system fast enough. I had thought I was okay but I guess I wasn't.

    I felt my eyes getting heavy and I knew was fighting a losing battle with consciousness. I let the world around me fade to black.

*Stone's POV*

      I walked through the door with Eddie and that's when we found Allyison. She was on the ground barely consciousness and breathing.

     "Allyison!" I shrieked. She didn't respond.

      "Shit Eddie call the paramedics!" I yelled.

    Eddie did exactly what I asked and called 911. I was terrified I didn't know if she would wake up.

*Allyison's POV*

       I opened my eyes and I looked around the room. I noticed that I was in a white room with white walls. I saw Stone and Eddie. I didn't want to look at Stone and I couldn't bare to look him in the eyes.

      "Allyison." Stone said whispering.

      "Stone." I said dry that and tears running down my face.

       "Why?" He asked. I could see he was about to cry himself.

       "I'm not worthy. I don't belong here. My life is riddled with guilt for my tendencies and now I'm even more guilty." I whispered.

       Stone got up and sat beside me pulling me into his arms. I could feel and hear him softly crying.

     "Allyison, you're my life. I can't be without you. When I met you my whole world shifted and when I thought you wouldn't wake up it felt as though I had been ripped apart inside." Stone whispered through his tears before kissing the top of my head.

      "Stone, how do you mean any of that I've been a burden here lately." I whispered hoarsely.

       "Allyison don't even think like that. I love you, and you have never been a burden to me. I can't find enough words to express the way I feel about you." Stone said quietly.

      "I'm glad you're okay Allyison." Eddie said.

       "Thanks." I said giving the saddest smile I had ever given.

    I felt even worse than I did before because they found me. I had been hoping I would've been gone before they found me, but I was wrong they found me before it was too late.

     "Promise me you won't leave me Allyison." Stone said in a whisper.

      "I promise you I'm not leaving Stone. I know you don't have any reason to believe me but I won't leave." I said still my voice still hoarse.

      "I love you." Stone said.

      "I love you too Stone." I replied and snuggled close to him reveling in the peaceful and comforting feelings that I got from being around him. He made me feel like despite it all I deserved some sort of happiness.