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Also please take note that this is a fantasy-type story. This character and story is not real. This is for entertainment purposes. Thank you.
Everyone has regrets. Whether it's about what you've done, what you haven't done. It's still a regret.
Hello there, I am Mia Guerrero. This is my story.
Growing up, thoughts have taken over me. When I look at something, I shake. There would always be something on my head screaming "MIA, MIA, MIA, STOP. THIS IS WRONG, YOUR DOING EVERYTHING WRONG." and that would bother me alot. I grew up phronemophobic (fear of thoughts). I hated it. During the times, I would be afraid to talk. It's mostly because my thoughts keep haunting me. I often regret things when I do so.
I wouldn't have friends because people would think I'm a freak. But there was this one girl, she asked me "Are you really a weirdo? Why do people keep talking about you? Are you really afraid of thoughts?" And she just kept asking and asking, seemed like it was the same question over and over. She asked me if we could be friends. I hated my thoughts, in fact, I thought she was using me so that she could embarrass me afterwards. I said definitely but going home, I regretted it. But now I'm alright, I don't regret my actions in the past but I regret the actions I haven't done in the past, like I could of stood up for myself, I could of ignored them instead of letting my feelings hurt without doing anything. That girl and I are now really close friends. And all those thoughts really aren't something bad, it was really just trying to help me.
It was honestly scaring me. Although I regret my past, I'm definitely not regretting my present. If you are suffering with the same problem I have had in the past, don't ever be afraid to at least talk to someone about it. Or even, if your feeling confident, stand up for yourself. It will help you avoid regression.
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Regrets are not a bad thing, sometimes it can help you like....if you ignored a homeless man instead of giving him at least some food, there are some guilt and regrets. Sometimes you don't really have to over think it. Be yourself and never let your guard down.
If you think that something you have never done in the past might kill you or harm you, it's better to risk it instead of regretting it when you had a chance to do it. If you had the chance to do it, well then don't regret it. It's a lifetime opportunity.
"Risking is better than regretting"
Thank you for reading! This is chapter 4! All of my photos are taken from Instagram and Pinterest. (All rights served) I hope you are enjoying it so far.
-ChibiBooks 🐖
